Saturday, October 5, 2019


CRUMBLED 
BEHIND  CLOSED  DOORS -
HEY!  YOU  NEVER  KNOW 


She left him – but before leaving –
she left him a letter - placing it -
on the kitchen table – where he
would see it when he got home.

It was a letter addressed to  "YOU” - 
written with a Sharpie Fine Point Pen -
Permanent Marker - with no name - 
just “YOU” on the clean white envelope.

It was on the kitchen table, the sacred 
place where they shared 10,000  words,
along with bread, wine, spaghetti,
laughter and  love over and over again.

He would surely see the letter on the
table  - when he came home  - late -
late as usual - late – too, too late
in the last night of their marriage.

He picked it up - read it - and then
crumbled it in his fist. He banged
the table, tightened his eyes - then
with tears - he uncrumbled the letter.

He read the letter once again. Numb ….
Dumb …. Stunned …. He crumbled
himself - once again –  as he flung
himself into the garbage pail - crumbled.


© Andy Costello, Reflections 2019


1 comment:

Mary Joan said...

I didn't know that Fr. Seelos was ordained at St. James in Baltimore !!

It was my parents parish and mine for 18 years . I have fond memories of daily Mass there and a priest named Fr. Rieder who was the chaplain at Institute of Notre Dame , my school for 12 years , adjacent to St. James .

The Redemptorists have been a life blessing for me .

God bless them !