Saturday, May 22, 2010


THE UPPER ROOM

A meditation on
Community Life 
for Religious
by Andrew Costello, C.SS.R.
Sister's Today Magazine
c. 1978?

It is not good for Adam to be alone ... nor Eve for that matter (Genesis 2: 18).

Most people get married. Some people become religious. Then both spend their lives hoping that the other(s) will take the aloneness away.

We hope that our homes will be homes. We hope our communities will be communities. We join a community because we are impressed by another who seems happy in that community. We leave home, mom and dad, brothers and sisters, hoping we have found a new home. We give up husband or wife, hoping we have found a family.

Then we begin the search. Then we begin our work. Then we come home every day to people who have the same address as us. Sometimes we become friends with a few of the people in the house. Often we spend our lives hoping that the next assignment will put us in a place, a house, a community, that is our dream house, a house of prayer, a house of affirmation.

Days come and days go when we get fed up with all these strangers we're living with -- dying with. The place is a motel for those with cars; it's a hotel for the others. It's a rooming house where people receive phone calls and mail from significant others at other addresses.

Is that too harsh a picture? Am I a pessimist and only seeing the mud and missing the stars? Maybe, but that's the picture that others have reported to me in the past 18 years in religious life.

But the times they are a-changing. Slowly, we too are getting back to our Roots. We are slowly letting the vision of that first Christian community in the Acts of the Apostles influence our lives.

They devoted themselves to the apostles' instruction and the communal life, to the breaking of bread and the prayers. A reverent fear overtook them all, for many wonders and signs were performed by the apostles. Those who believed shared all things in common; they would sell their property and goods, dividing everything on the basis of each one's need. They went to the temple area together every day, while in their homes they broke bread. With exultant and sincere hearts they took their meals in common, praising God and winning the approval of all the people. Day by day the Lord added to their number those who were being saved. (Acts 2: 42 - 47)

Looking back into the history of the Church we see that whenever she gets stagnant and stiff she cleans house. The Church is like an old woman who fills her end tables with wedding pictures, shells from Miami Beach, post cards, Christmas cards, and a thousand and one other souvenirs from the journey of life. Every once and a while we need a spring cleaning and start all over again. We need room for new souvenirs.

Whenever the Church does this she catches the Fire and new communities are born. The Spirit moves over the waters and new creations occur. And “God saw how good it was” (Genesis 1: 10). Broken men and women break away from their homes and break bread together in new families in the Church: Benedictines, Dominicans, Franciscans, Jesuits, Passionists, Redemptorists, Maryknoll, and so many other families in both the Protestant and Catholic traditions.

ROOTS
In the Acts of the Apostles we find mention of an upper room (Acts 1: 13). There we see the Apostles and Mary praying. Was this the same place where they had the Last Supper? Was this the room where the Risen Christ entered even though the doors were locked? Was this the place where they voted in Matthias? Was this the place where the ancient church of Sancta Sion stood -- the mother of all churches?

We can't say “yes” to the above questions. We only can say that some traditions hold that they are one and the same place. Yet, there are other theories and traditions, just as there are theories that the house belonged to either Nicodemus, Joseph of Arimathea, or the mother of John Mark. Moreover, we know that the people of the early Church met in many homes (Cf. Acts 2: 46).

But to be poetic, to be reflective, to be inspirational, and also to be practical, let's make it all one and the same place. Let's make the upper room a symbol of that place, that center, that vision that we all need for understanding community. We all need a utopia, a mandala, that contains all the ingredients, all the necessary ideas we need to meditate upon, so that we'll have the energy to build better communities, better homes. Who wants to live alone? Who wants to die alone? Let us rise together and take the stairs to the upper room.

1) A PLACE TO EAT

The upper room was first of all a place to eat. Jesus told Peter and John to go into the city and follow the man carrying the water jar. He would lead them to the upstairs room where they would eat the Passover Meal (Luke 22: 7-13).

We all need a place to eat. It's no fun eating alone. Our lives center around food -- around the dinner table.

When we eat together, we meet together. We begin to share our thoughts, our feelings, our day. Some of the best conversations in our lives have taken place at breakfast over coffee or at supper over stew, or late at night over a drink and potato chips.

Unconsciously we know/feel the deep interconnection between eating and talking. We are oral people. We do both with our mouths. We can even talk with our mouths full. We know the connection between eating and getting along with each other. If we can't stand, can't stomach another, we watch to see where they sit, and we sit as far away as possible. When we are upset with another or even with ourselves we find it hard to eat. We skip supper and stay in our room. We don't go to communion.

We can gauge the condition of a family or a community by how often on and how they eat together. Teenagers begin skipping meals as they begin to break off on their own. A person who leaves religious life on June 30th, often began leaving the supper table back in January. Community means communion.

Who cooks, who does dishes, who buys the food, when do we have a big meal, when do we eat out, are all crucial, basic issues in our lives together. We celebrate anniversaries, feast days, every day, with food.

We can look to the Gospels for the best words written about community life -- especially those in John 13 - 17. They were words shared at a dinner table. If a religious “community” is simply a table of strangers, they will talk about the weather or life out there. But if they are friends they will begin talking the words we find in the Gospel of John: service, unity, love, forgiveness, work, truth, friendship, courage, the Father, the Spirit. It's all summed up in Jesus' formula for community: “Love one another as I have loved you” (John 15:12).

Gradually our Mass is moving in this direction as the Church realizes we need to get to know each other, trust each other, and hopefully love one another. Slowly, the Mass is looking more and more like a meal. Slowly, we are realizing the need to have coffee and buns after Mass downstairs. Slowly, we're getting back to the old idea of realizing the importance of parish suppers. They are all interconnected parts of the parish Mass.

Eating is the most basic need of people. Abraham Maslow puts it at the base of his scale of human needs. It's where we must begin. What better way of taking care of this than to do what Jesus did: to find a guest room to eat with each other (Luke 22:11).

2) A PLACE OF FEAR
The upper room was also a place of fear. The apostles were scared that week-end behind closed doors. Their Teacher was assassinated. That week-end was an agony -- not in a garden -- but behind locked doors.

All of us have experienced fears, terrors, shadows, loneliness. We're scared to be alone. We have anger about others (pastors, teachers, family). We have anxiety about the unknowns in our lives. We have sexual feelings that bother us. We can't sleep at times because it's getting too much. We feel like we're in a room -- all alone -- and it's locked. We need to come out and talk to others. We need people to hear us out. We need people with ears.

For years we were told to grin and bear it. For years then we thought we were the only ones who had these weird feelings.

Today community life is becoming more open, more trustful, more transparent, more thoughtful. What about the disciples? Did they trust each other enough to say what was on their minds? Were they like the disciples on the road to Emmaus who said bluntly, “We were hoping that he was the one who would set Israel free” (Luke 24: 21). Did Mary tell John about the sword piercing her hear -- “so the thoughts of many hears may be lay bare” (Luke 2:35).

Jesus often asked people about what they were harboring in their head, in their heart, in their inner room. In that upper room Jesus burst in even though the doors were locked and said, “Peace be with you” (John 20:19)

If we go to the Body of Christ in the Blessed Sacrament and pour out our inner passion we often experience the compassion of Jesus. We experience His peace. But if we go to the Body of Christ -- the community -- and say to an ear, “I need you,” will you say, “I do not need you” (1 Corinthians 12: 21). If we are community to each other, then we'll find brothers and sisters who will let us place our fears, our hopes, our plans, our thoughts about who Jesus is, and lots of other “stuff” out on the table.

And so to build a community we begin to eat with each other, we begin to eat each other, we begin to trust each other. That's where we start. Soon we begin to see friends around that table whom we can turn to in our moments of fear. We soon realize that the Body of Christ is here. We soon experience the peace of the Risen Christ as the Early Church experienced Him.

3) A PLACE OF PRAYER

The upper room was a place of prayer. The brothers with Mary and some women “devoted themselves to constant prayer” (Acts 1: 14)

What were their prayers like? Were they out loud? Did Mary pray out loud? What was she really like? Was she in the center or at the edge of the room? Was Peter brooding and hurt over his three denials of Christ the Friday before?

Questions, questions, questions .... Did these broken people break bread in memory of Jesus? Questions, questions, questions .... In our communities how often do we pray together, break words together, really pray together, knowing that Christ is in our midst? (Cf. Matthew 18:20.)

If we look to the life of Jesus we see the double tradition of prayer that we find in all the great religions, i.e., being alone and in a group.

There is the need for that special room we hear about in the sermon on the mount. “Whenever you pray, go to your room, close your door, and pray to your Father in private” (Matthew 6: 6). To Christ it was the mountain or the desert. To Gotama, the Buddha, it was the forest. To many of us, it was those long moments alone in novitiate chapels or rooms or grounds. Today to many of us moving through mid-life crises, it's a thirty day directed retreat. But we all have that inner need for introversion -- to be still -- to be alone -- and to know that I am your God. (Cf. Psalm 46:11.)

But there is also that need for extroversion. We have a need to pray with others. Whenever the Church goes back to its roots, it comes up with this idea of shared prayer. We find it in the Acts of the Apostles and with Jesus in the upper room at the Last Supper in His great prayer for unity ( John 17: 9-19). We see Him inviting His disciples to pray with Him in the garden (Mark 14: 32 - 41).

Back in 1729 when John Wesley and his brother Charles saw the Church of their day getting too “stiff” and “formal”, they formed a small prayer group alone with Selina Hastings, George Whitefield and a few others. Their fellow students at Oxford made fun of them and called them the “Holy Club”. But they were simply doing what most reform movements in the history of the Church did. Two or three would gather together in His name and pray for directions. They began meeting for prayer in an “upper room” and then would go out and visit the prisons and help the poor. Their method (Methodists) of starting small groups spread throughout the working class and the poor of England and then to the men and women on the American frontier. John Wesley simply said he wanted to live “according to the method laid down in the Bible.”

If we eat together in community we better end up praying together in community. We share prayer not to show off, but to share our common faith, and our common need for the Lord, in good times and in bad, full of fears and full of joys. The early Christian community is a model. They gathered to take meals in common and to praise God (Acts 2: 46 - 47). After Peter and John were released from the Sanhedrin they went back to the community to tell what happened and to praise god. In fact, “the place where they gathered shook as they prayed” (Acts 4:31).

In our better moments we religious see the need to improve our prayer life. If we get back to our roots we see Mary and the early Church as a model of both private inner prayer and shared prayer. In the early scenes of Luke's Gospel we find Mary in prayer -- deep inner prayer -- turning things over in her heart (Luke 2:19). But we also see her in the upper room sharing prayer with the community (Acts 1:14). In Acts we see Peter going up on the room terrace for some private prayer (Acts 10:9) and also praying with the group (Acts 4:24, 31).

4) A PLACE OF DECISION MAKING
The early Church had to make some big decisions. They had to elect someone to take the place of Judas. Should we have deacons? What do we do with all the money people keep giving us? How do we deal with the Sanhedrin? What about Saul? What about the Gentiles?

They were pioneers in a new Way. In our day we are entering into a new era for religious life. We are slowly moving from a pyramid shaped community to a circular shaped community. Both have been traditional symbols of God: the triangle and the circle.

The pope was on the top layer of that pyramid called the Church. Provincials, bishops, mother superiors, and a host of other people in similar power structures sent their orders down to lower levels of the pyramid and that was that.

People in the Church often think that the changes in the Church came with Pope John the Twenty Third or the Vatican Council II. However, books like The Structure of Scientific Revolutions by Thomas S. Kuhn, show us that the overt changes that are in the Church and the world today began centuries ago. They slowly rise to the surface. He points out that there is obviously a crisis when people begin to see the visible signs that a paradigm is being switched. He points out that people change at different speeds and some don't change at all. In other words, people didn't get angry at the pyramid switching to the circle, but they got mad when communion rails started to be taken out and altars faced people.

To me it looks like we are coming to the end of that particular crisis right now. We are rebuilding the Church with everyone having a piece of the pie. This includes the Pope, bishops, superiors, the laity, and all the people around the circle. Hopefully, the circle will move better than the pyramid. We have seen dramatic change from the Church as an “already there” to a “not yet”. We have changed from seeing the Church as a “being” to a “becoming”. The Church of 1563 is different from the Church of 1965 and 325. The Church is people and people are evolving towards the Father in Christ. These words are cliches and to some they might sound nice, but the implications behind them must be spoken of in community. They are dynamite because of their implications in specific situations.

For example, some people in community, think that the changes in the Church will come to a stand still one of these days and we'll be all set like cement once again. We'll have our new pyramid that will last for a thousand years. Then there are others who want to keep moving, keeping rolling ahead, keep evolving, revolving, spinning forwards. Both have to learn to live in community: the high changers and the low changers. They have to talk about it.

People make jokes about all this dialogue. They are sick of meetings. They are sick of discussions. My impressions are that when real dialogue takes place people rejoice because they finally are listened to and heard after all these years. My impression is that people are against monologue disguised as dialogue. People are sick of meetings for the sake of meetings. They are sick of poorly prepared agendas and poorly thought out proposals. They are against manipulation and hidden agendas where they really are not being asked their opinion and vote. People are against meetings where there is a no win situation and compromise and consensus are impossible.

In the Acts of the Apostles we see a newly formed group struggling with the question of tradition versus innovation. We see a healthy and human struggle in Peter dealing with the Gentile question. It seems that issues were out in the open. Letters and delegates had to go back and forth for meetings (Acts 15:30). We see that open disagreements are normal and are listed in the minutes of the meetings of the early Church (Acts 15:19).

If our communities want to improve the quality of their life we all have to sit down and openly let each other know who we are and where we stand. We must learn to admit that we really don't know what we want at times. We are weak. We don't know it all. We have doubts. We have different priorities. We must openly admit that we like change or don't like change. We have to help people who never speak out to speak out, or at least have lots of coffee breaks to find out that way. We must learn to confront each other in charity (Ephesians 4:15, 25). We must learn to be understanding of those in community who long for the good old days, or for those on welfare in our houses, or who have psychological problems.

In other words we must as a community take the time out to go to an upper room and decide who we are and what we want to be for each other.

5) A PLACE OF THE SPIRIT


Lastly, the upper room is the place where the early Church received the Spirit.

When the day of Pentecost came it found them gathered in one place. Suddenly from up in the sky there came a noise like a strong, driving wind which was heard all through the house where they were seated. Tongues as of fire appeared, which parted and came to rest on each one. All were filled with the Holy Spirit. They began to express themselves in foreign tongues and make bold proclamation as the Spirit prompted them (Acts 2:1-4).

If a community eats, talks, prays, cares and listens to each other then that community will have spirit. If they don't, then we're back to the hotel of strangers.

We use that word “spirit” in everyday language. We talk about “team spirit” or “school spirit”. It's also used in negative ways. “The spirit in this house is crummy!” Spirit meals “life”, “mood”, “atmosphere”. It usually refers to how people work or don't work or interact with each other.

The Spirit of God is also hard to define or pin down. It's like the wind (RUAH). We see only its effects. We find it easier to picture God the Father, because we all know what a dad is. We have images of Jesus from all the crucifixes and pictures around our houses. But how do we picture the Spirit?

The Bible speaks of the Spirit as wind, fire, breath or the dove. People who have spirit are lit up. We say, “Who lit the fire under you?” A team with spirit is “hot”. A team with individuals not working together is cold or cool. Love is “hot stuff”. A team with spirit moves “like the wind” or is “flying high” like a bird.

These are only impressions of the Spirit. However, the way we know the Spirit is in its effects, just as we know it's windy when we see the trees moving. If we see people moving, creating, loving, caring, we say to ourselves that they have spirit. We see the people we live with. We know when they are hot and cold. We know when their spirit is up or down.

Is this “spirit” within us the Holy Spirit? The answer is “yes” and “no”. The answer is found in one of the most important statements in the Bible.

"The wind blows where it will.
You hear the sound it makes
but you don't know where it comes from,
or where it goes.
So it is with everyone begotten of the Spirit" (John 3:8).

This text says that we can't pin God down. This text means that we cannot control God's presence or make God happen. A person's spirit can marry the Holy Spirit and the two can become one spirit. John once tried to control the spirit and power of Jesus, and went to Jesus and complained,

“Master, we saw a man using your name to expel demons, and we tried to stop him because he is not of our company.” Jesus told him in reply, “Do not stop him, for any man who is not against you is on your side” (Luke 9:49).

In our communities we have all kinds of people with all kinds of gifts. Often people have had to hide their lights under bushel baskets and bury their talents in the field. It's much easier to keep control of things when everyone must conform. When the windows are closed everything sits comfortably on one's desk. But open the windows and things might start blowing around.

“The Spirit is moving all over this land.” The wind blows where it wills. Jokes were made about the windows of the Vatican that John the Twenty Third opened up. The fresh air is giving us parishes where the talents of more than the priests are being called forth.

In the religious communities we have mixed reactions to all this as people are learning more and more how to breathe the new air. Situations are much harder to control when people can express their gifts much more openly. Members complain that so and so is never home. Obviously, the problem is not the new air in the Church. The problem is the home and the people in it. If people look to the symbol of the upper room as a model for the need to eat together, talk to each other, express their fears and complaints together, and then decide together, then the community should not get in the way of the Spirit of God.

We need communities then where people will be at home with God and neighbor. An example that impresses me deeply is the fellowship in Charismatic meetings. There people pray in varieties of ways and it doesn't seem to bother the people around them. I've noticed that at every meeting there are usually a few “odd characters” -- sometimes unbalanced. Yet there is a deep bond of charity and unity present. I'm not impressed by the gift of tongues. Like Paul, I'm not that crazy about its use (1 Corinthians 14: 2, 5). But I am impressed by some of the other gifts -- especially love. I am impressed by the fruits of the Spirit that I've seen in the Charismatic Renewal: “joy, peace, patient endurance, kindness, generosity, faith, mildness and chastity” (Galatians 5: 22-23)

If there is any one word other than love that weaves its way through the pages of both the Old and the New Testaments it's that word “spirit”. In the Book of Ezekiel we have that powerful vision of the field of dead bones. Ezekiel stood there in that valley surrounded by skeletons and heard the Lord say,

Prophesy to the spirit, prophesy, son of man, and say to the spirit: Thus says the Lord God: From the four winds come, O spirit, and breathe into these slain that they may come to life. I prophesied as he told me, and the spirit came into them; they came and stood upright, a vast army. Then he said to me: Son of man, these bones are the whole house of Israel. They have been saying, “Our bones are dried up. Our hope is lost, and we are cut off.” Therefore, prophesy and say to them: Thus says the Lord God: O My People, I will openyour graves and have you rise from them, and bring them back to the land of Israel (Ezekiel 37: 9 - 12)

The Son of Man came. He rose from the dead. He promised the Spirit. The New Israel, a new hope, began in the upper room. They rose from their chairs and brought the good news of Jesus into the whole world.

CONCLUSION

These ideas hopefully will help Christians pull together the reality of what a community, especially a religious community, is. This is one person's vision. By putting it in writing it helped me attempt to clarify what I'm beginning to understand. Hopefully, many more people will express their's and together we'll build the house of God, upper room and all. Thank you for listening.



Picture on top is of The Cenacle or Last Supper Room. It's located on the second floor of the Tomb of David building in the Old City of Jerusalem. It is described as "the traditional site that commemorates Jesus' Last Supper with his disciples."













MEN
AND WOMEN


Quote for the Day - May 22, 2010


"Men look at themselves in mirrors. Women look for themselves."


Elissa Melamed, in Mirror, Mirror: The Terror of Not Being Young, Linden Press 1983


Is that true? Any comments?

Wednesday, May 19, 2010


THE LONGEST JOURNEY  
IS THE JOURNEY WITHIN....


Quote for the Day - May 21, 2010


"There is a great deal of unmapped country within us."


George Eliot (Marian Evans Cross) [1819-1880]

HOW MUCH WAS 
THE SERMON WORTH?


Quote for the Day - May 20, 2010


"A little boy watched his mother put a nickle in the collection basket at Sunday Mass. On the way home, she was criticizing the poor sermon they had heard. 'But mom,' the boy said, 'what do you expect for five cents.'"


Anon - and obviously not said on the way home from St. Mary's.

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE


Quote of the Day - May 19, 2010


"Love your neighbor, even when he plays the trombone."


Jewish Proverb

Tuesday, May 18, 2010


MOVING ON


INTRODUCTION

The title of my homily is, “Moving On.”

In both readings for this 7th Tuesday after Easter, there is a human experience we are very familiar with: leaving – moving on.

We’ve had this experience at least a zillion times.

We’re sitting there having coffee with some folks. We look at our watch – if that’s our method – and we say, “Oh, ooo, I gotta get going.”

We left home for that first day of school and it was tough and traumatic: sometimes for the child and sometimes for the parent.

We’ve moved – because a parent got a transfer or a divorce.

We’ve finished high school, college, a job, a parish, a term on a committee.

We’ve come to the end of vacations, movies, parties, games, and picnics.

So we know what it is to leave and to move on.

“Catch you later. I gotta go.”

PAUL AND JESUS

In today’s first reading from the Acts of the Apostles, Paul is announcing he has to leave Ephesus and he tells them where he’s going: Jerusalem.

In today’s Gospel from John, Jesus announces at the Last Supper, “The hour has come ….” and he slowly begins heading for the door.

Last Sunday in the gospel from Luke we heard Jesus talking about leaving for the Father big time – and Jesus makes his Ascension into heaven.

WONDERING??????

As I noticed this common experience of leaving in both of today’s readings – moving on – I wondered if there is a helpful comment or message in that experience for a short 2 page homily this morning.

7 POSSIBLE THOUGHTS

Here are up 7 possible comments I came up with to chew upon. I’m sure I could condense them better, but I had to get to bed last night:

1) Every night when we go to bed, to sleep, we are letting go – giving up control. It’s only for a few hours – but it’s a letting go. We might not wake up. Do bears or animals who hibernate hesitate before they lay down for a long winter’s nap?

2) Every time we go to someone else’s house for a party or a picnic, it’s an opportunity to have a good time – but it’s an opportunity to be aware of others. If it’s a week night, some people have to get to work the next day. Life gives us lots of opportunities to think of others – have balance – not be a party pooper – but to be sensitive to others.

3) Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

4) At some point we are going to die – and that’s the big leaving. Death is a tough one. How are we doing in our ponderings about that reality? In the meanwhile, there is the challenge to stay healthy, exercise, and live life to the full.

5) “Leaving on a jet plane ….” Every time we take a trip – wave good bye – head elsewhere for a while can add to the spice and mystery of life. Leaving, moving on, can provide new opportunities – new growth – learnings about where we have come from, what was valuable back then, but we didn’t realize it till we left.

6) Waiting for others to return home from a vacation, Iraq, Afghanistan, college, a business trip, the winter in Florida, provides opportunities for new conversations, new stories, or what have you.

7) Partings give poets opportunity to write poems and songs about the tough feelings and sometimes wonderful feelings involved in this reality of moving on and leaving. Who in the English speaking world is not familiar with Shakespeare’s words in Romeo and Juliet,

“Good night, good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say good night till it be morrow.”


And those who read Emily Dickinson’s poems from time to time know the ending to poem No. 1732 – so let me end this homily with her words and finally leave this pulpit:

"Parting is all we know of heaven,
And all we need of hell."

This was a homily for May 18, 2010 - the 7th Tuesday after Easter. It's basically a first draft sermon - but someone asked for a copy - so I'm putting it on my blog.

SELF MADE HOUSE


Quote for the Day - May 18, 2010


"An architect, who had worked for a large company for many years was called in one day by the board of directors. They gave him plans for a fine house to be built in the best part of town. The chairman instructed him, 'Spare no expense. Use the finest materials and the best builders.'

"As the house began to go up, the architect began to think, 'Why am I using such expensive workers? Why are we using such expensive materials?'

"So he began to use poor materials and to hire poor quality workmen, and he put the difference in the cost into his own pocket.

"When the house was completed, it looked very fine on the outside, but underneath it all, there would certainly be problems.

"Shortly after it was finished, the board of directors held another meeting to which the architect was called. The chairman made a speech, thanking the architect for his long service to the company, and as a reward they were giving as a present: the house."




Anonymous - an old story with lots of variations and lots of food for thought.

Monday, May 17, 2010


BREATHE!


INTRODUCTION

The title of my homily for this 7th Monday after Easter is, “Breathe!”

One of the 3 key images of the Holy Spirit is breath.

The other 2 are fire and the dove.

Suggestion for this week before the feast of Pentecost: become very aware of your breath.

Some people, as we hear in today’s first reading, could say, “We have never even heard that there is a Holy Spirit.”

Come Holy Spirit!
Come Holy Spirit to all peoples.
Come Holy Spirit – be to us as close as our breath.

BREATHING PRACTICES – DURING PRAYER WORKSHOPS

If you have ever taken a workshop on prayer, you might have experienced people saying, “Breathe!”

The several that I have taken said, “Practice breathing. Be aware of your breathing!”

You will have people have you stand up and stretch – and then at some point to have you sit down. They will ask you to be aware of your body – your butt on the chair – your back into the back of the chair – your feet on the floor – your hands on our lap or at your side.

Too many times we start praying too soon – too fast.

So prayer teachers will suggest coming into church or into your prayer space and stretch and be conscious of that as well as your body in a chair and then they will then suggest becoming aware of your breathing.

Some teachers will say plants give off oxygen – without which we would not be alive.

They will then tell you that our bodies breath in oxygen – O2 – otherwise we will not be alive.

Then if I have this right, the body changes that oxygen that we bring into our lungs and it becomes energy and fuel for our body through our blood system and then it becomes carbon dioxide – CO2 – and that goes back to our lungs and we breathe that out – and then that carbon dioxide goes back into the plants to nourish them and on and on and on.

You will be told to let go of that information and just be conscious of your breathing. Just “Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe out.”

ONE OF THE GREAT SCENES IN THE BIBLE

One of the great scenes in the Bible about breathing takes place in the Book of Genesis – when God creates, sculpts, the first human, Adam, meaning, clay, earth, and then God breathes life, the Spirit of Life, into that first person.

We grasp that because we know the difference between a statue and a human being – a doll and a person. We know the scene of the birth of a baby – when the delivery room people get that baby breathing.

We have stood at the bedside of a person dying – seeing their shortness of breath – wondering if they are still alive. We know when we are out of breath. We know when stairs and hills are tough – and we have to do some more exercising.

We might have seen scenes in movies or on beaches when someone drowns – and someone is giving that person artificial respiration.

So the writer of that story in Genesis has God breathing life – breath – into his creation.

PRAYER


And so a good way to pray is to just breathe in and out – breathing in the breath of God and breathing out the opposite of God.

A good way to pray is to deep breathe.

A good way to pray is to say, “Come Holy Spirit.” and breathe in the breath of life.

A good way to pray is to realize while we’re breathing in we are in communion with all people and all creation – trees, water, wind – which is all in union with each other. We’re all connected. We’re all in union with each other.

These chemicals are being recycled – along with water – and what’s in us was in others – and in plants and trees and we’re all in this together. Interesting.

And we know when we walk into a room – our spirit – our attitude – our mood – effects the mood and atmosphere of the room. Happy faces, sad faces, impact our face. So hopefully we rise from prayer and bring joy to the world.
Come Holy Spirit…..

CONCLUSION

Take the time this week – this time of preparation for Pentecost – to be aware of your breathing – and this amazing process called life – and its net, its interchange, and its interconnection. Be aware of the Holy Spirit in us and about us – and in all people. Amen.

Come Holy Spirit.







This is a weekday homily. Someone asked that I put it on my blog.

ON BEING SPECIAL:
ON BEING ONESELF


Quote for the Day - May 17, 2010

"How many cares one loses when one decides not to be something but to be someone."


Remark by Coco [Gabrielle] Chanel [1883-1970]

Photo on left 1920; photo on right date unknown.

Sunday, May 16, 2010


GRAVITY

INTRODUCTION


The title of my homily is, “Gravity.”

Interesting: that’s the reality that hit me as I began to reflect upon ascension – just the opposite of gravity.

Interesting: I also found myself taking a poetic approach to this theme of Ascension.

Well, as you might have noticed, today’s readings are rather poetic.

And here in the Northern Hemisphere this feast of the Ascension takes place when all is springing, greening, flowering, outward and upward. In Spring the earth is very poetic.

Gravity….

What goes up, must come down. Is that always true? Does the Law of Gravity always work – here on Planet Earth?

THE FEAST OF THE ASCENSION

I’ve read a couple of times that the theology of Ascension – the feast we’re celebrating today – the Ascension of Christ into heaven from earth – from hanging around here with his disciples in some mysterious ways – and then moving back or forward into the hereafter – has a lot more study and development to go through. And that’s a reality in the history of Christianity and theology. It takes centuries – prayer and reflection – development – nuancing – rereading the Scriptures – rereading the writings of the Fathers of the Church – and those who came after them – so as to understand bit by bit these illusive mysteries in God – the Trinity – Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

And talking about mystery, there is the great mystery that the Son – the Second Person in this Trinity – is also human besides being Divine. We grasp the human; hopefully we ascend to the Divine.

Gravity – to ponder from time to time the heavy reality of God – and to ascend – to rise – to get up – to stand up after that pondering – that kneeling or sitting down – that kind of praying – with newness of life – with lightness of spirit.

And I’m assuming that’s one hope of this feast – that we leave church today – with bounce and leap of Spirit – but not completely up in the air – that’s unrealistic – but down to earth – but with a renewed mission, plan, hope, to make this a better world because of our presence and life in it.

I think that’s a possible flow of prayer and thought from today’s readings: looking up – then getting back down to business. Isn’t that what Luke is saying in today’s first reading from Acts and today’s Gospel – that life has it’s ups and downs – mountains and valleys – as well as the plains – the flat dull of life at times – and then to get a bounce and a lift – because if we flat line it, we can be dead before we’re dead?

THE BOOK OF GENESIS

We don’t use The Book of Genesis for this feast, but I think it’s important background for this feast. The Book of Genesis, the first book of the Bible, has God coming down to earth. Genesis begins with earth – God getting down to earth and creating and forming and sculpting us up out of the dirt and mud of earth – and breathing “ruach,” the Hebrew word for Spirit into us – that we too might experience life – togetherness – twoness, threeness, Trinity – family – community – being a person – having intelligence – imagination – creativity – play – laughter – joy – future – possibilities – forgiveness – gracefulness – foreverness – eternity – the whole mystery and gamut of being a person.

The Book of Genesis says we are created in the image and likeness of God. God does not want to be alone – so God created us.

We don’t want to be alone and so we work and hope for relationships with others – marriage, friendships, neighbors – and hopefully a relationship with God.

The Book of Genesis says God loved to be with his creations – Adam and Eve – Hebrew words for the first male and female – and to walk and talk with them in the cool of the evening in the Garden God created.

Genesis paints with words the deepest dreams of human beings – the desire for paradise – everything going right – so we too can say what God says, “And it is good!”

But Genesis also paints with words the deepest nightmares of human beings – brother killing brother – eating forbidden fruit – being thrown out of paradise – a flood that destroys everything – as well as discovering, “And all went wrong!”

To me the two heaviest, gravest, toughest texts in the whole Bible are: Genesis 6: 6 and Matthew 26:24b.

Genesis 6:6 “And the Lord was sorry that he had made humankind on the earth, and it grieved him to his heart.”

Matthew 26: 24b – about Judas – “It would have been better for that one not to have been born.”

When parents feel that – or say that – that’s grave. That’s deadly.

And underneath all this is the gift of freedom. We humans are given the gift and power of being able to make free choices.

And give people freedom and they can make gardens or junkyards. They can liter or make lovely. They can choose to destroy – rather than to rise, to ascend, to higher aspirations.

So the gift of freedom – choice – comes with the possibility of great joy as well as great grief.

These are central realities to what makes human beings human – that we can climb, keep evolving, ascending to the Trinity.

I love the first book of the Bible – because it spells out in poetry – what I see happening every day – with us males and females.

God wants to walk and talk and be with us in this garden called Earth – and God cries when we destroy it – and each other.

Genesis – that first book of the Bible – says all these things.

God wants us to rise – to ascend higher and higher and higher.

Evolution – rising from earth – to see humans choosing life – choosing to rise - to stand on our own two feet – these steps humans can make, the human dance, gives God great delight.

Devolution – falling on our face – making a mess of our life – gives God great sadness.

It’s the same with parents – seeing their children star on stage or field or in academics – or just in being neat kids – gives moms and dads great delight. And the opposite gives them great fright.

And when we fail, lucky for us – God doesn’t give up.

We can read the Jewish scriptures or the Parables of Jesus and read how God sent prophet after prophet to challenge us to rise – to ascend – to do our best – and too often we kill prophets – especially the Son sent by the Father with the hope: “Surely they will listen to my Son.” [Cf. Mark 12:1-11]

CHRIST
Christ – Christianity – proclaims there is more – there is this call for ascension – here and hereafter.

Christ was degraded, beaten, abused, made to carry his cross to his place of death – and thrown down on the ground and nailed to a cross and then raised up against a dark sky – and cursed some more and then dies and is buried.

Christ was one of us – experiencing the ups and downs of life – in dramatic messy scenes.

Christ is also one of God – experiencing resurrection and ascension after death.

THE ASCENSION

The Ascension celebrates hope – gives us hope – that we – even if we fall, we can rise and ascend to the Father – who created us for forever.

The Ascension is spelt out in today’s Gospel – Jesus is going home to the Father.


The Ascension for us is spelt out in today’s first reading: okay Christ has gone. Now let’s get back down the hill and get back down to work.

Gravity. Go down that hill and do the stuff that I have done.

Love one another as I have loved you.

I understand love as "love in spite of". Love in spite of – in spite of the crush and crumble of stuff and situations, body, spirit – broken lives – broken families at times – sickness – loss of job – is the way to ascend.

Don’t you love it when you see a couple 46 years married and it’s obvious to everyone, these two love each other in spite of the wrinkles and the love handles – and that they have heard each other’s stories a thousand times – and they still laugh and smile at the right time.


Love in spite of gravity – aging – sagging – bending – stooping over – aches and pains - cancer in the prostate or breast – is the way to ascend. While aging, while gravity is winning, while the grave starts to come into sight or focus, this couple or this person knows there is ascension from the grave because of Christ.

CONCLUSION

So this feast of the ascension is an Easter feast, a resurrection feast, that yes we die – but as Christians we hope in the hereafter – in the next life.

I know you’re not supposed to do it ecologically and for a few other reasons, but I still love it when families release balloons on the anniversary of the death of a loved one and everyone stands there looking up at the sky.

I loved it when I went to my brother-in-law’s sister Marge’s funeral and one of her daughters released a whole strip of live butterflies.

I loved it at another funeral when they released a half-dozen white birds – who flew off into the sky and all watched them as they ascended and disappeared.

And then everyone turned and went back to living everyday life. Amen.
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Quote of the Day - May 16,  2010


"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."


Eleanor Roosevelt [1884-1962] in Catholic Digest, August 1960, p. 102