Saturday, May 9, 2020



INTERESTING  JOBS

Toll collector on a bridge 
at midnight during the 
Coronavirus 19 pandemic. 

Banana seller or a 
Mercedes car dealer. 
in a Banana Republic. 

Being a priest 
when all the churches 
are closed. 


© Andy Costello, Reflections 2020


May   9,  2020


Thought  for  Today 

Liverpool: “The god-forsaken city,  with a  climate  so evil that no self-respecting singer would ever set foot in it!   It is a catarrhal place that has been the cause through the centuries of the nasal  Liverpool accent.”  


Sir Thomas Beecham, 
Quoted by Harold Atkins and Archie Newman,  
Beecham Stories.  Isn’t Liverpool the place 
where the Beatles began in 1960 – 
so did Sir Thomas 
say this before or after them?  
Thomas Beecham  [1879-1961]
also said, “Composers should write tunes that 
chauffeurs and errand boys can whistle.” 

Friday, May 8, 2020

DUCT  TAPE  MOOD


The mood was silver grey – 
grey clouds on a rainy day - 
like unwanted dimes and nickels 
in a dish – on my bureau - like 
duct tape holding together the 
vinyl on an old family foot stool. 
I’m feeling lazy and ordinary. 
This coronavirus is depressing. 
It’s seeping into the seams 
of my life – making me feel like 
I can’t keep myself all together. 

© Andy Costello, Reflections 2020



DYING  TO  FIND  OUT

INTRODUCTION

The title of my homily for this 4th Friday after Easter is,  “Dying to Find  Out.”

Obviously, being in this pandemic, we are wondering about death – and staying alive.

Obviously, we can learn from past pandemics – or we better learn.

However,  there are good reasons  to bury our head in the sand – because pandemics are scary history. Moreover, talking about burying our heads in the sand – denial - and in our hands – prayer and tears – we are conscious of those who have to deal with the death of loved ones – without much benefit of church and ceremony.

We are thinking and hearing about those caring for the sick – feeding the jobless – the stuck – the nurses and doctors and attendants – the paramedics – the volunteers – the researchers.

HISTORY

Is it worth typing into the search box on our computers, the word, “Pandemics?”

I did.  It’s worth it.

There has been cholera, small pox, and the Bubonic plague.

The numbers are tough to look at: 200 million – 1347 – 200 million.

The Asian Flu – 1957 – 2 waves – 1.1 million

AIDS  - 35 million.

Native Americans – 16 and 17 centuries – 56 million

Black death 1350, 1/3 of World’s Population

And many more pandemics – the one’s that crossed the seas and traveled all the roads of our planet.

QUESTIONS: WHAT ARE OUR QUESTIONS?

What are our questions?

What have we learned?

Quarantine, isolation, works. I see that in all the Google answers.

Research: In one plague in London, one doctor did the research and figured out one water pump was the problem. Shut it down and that reduced the plague in London big time.

How does – how will Coronavirus 19 – effect our thinking – our theology?

Thank you John Collins for asking us what we’re thinking and feeling?

Today’s first reading  - this 4th Friday after Easter talks – Acts of the Apostles 13: 26-33 – talks about what some members of the Early Church were thinking and talking about in the city of Antioch.  They talked about Jesus’ being put to death by Pilate. They talked about resurrection – and that we – now including Paul – are to proclaim good news.

So we Redemptorists are asking: how can we bring Good News – how can we bring Christ to a world – dealing with this pan – demonized by death – plague?

Today’s gospel – John 14: 1-6  - this gospel about the dwelling places of heaven -  is one of the 3 top gospels chosen for funerals. 

How and what is it going to look like – when we have funerals for Tony Russo, John Gauchi and so many others?

Years ago – someone said F.X. Durwell – opened up Christian thinking – Catholic thinking about the hereafter – moving us beyond Good Friday – and Lent ending on Holy Saturday morning – to the Easter Vigil – Holy Saturday Evening.  Alleluia! Christ has died. Christ is Risen. Alleluia.

Then this person – added – I forget who it was – said, “Is there someone out there who is going to do for the Ascension – what Durwell did for Easter?”

Today’s gospel uses the word “WAY” – three times.  Is there someone who will talk about – imagine about – write about – social media about -  the WAY beyond death – what those dwelling places in the beyond will be like.

I wonder about how Cremation is – and will be – changing and developing our thinking about the hereafter.

How it triggers thoughts about the ascension of Christ – not just back to earth – but forward to eternity – especially pondering the proclamation in the creed, “I believe in the  resurrection of the body. Amen. Alleluia.

More. 


I guess we have to die to find out – but that has never stopped us from thinking ahead – beyond death –way beyond death -  thanks to Christ.


May  8,  2020



Thought for Today

“You carry heaven and hell with you.”


Sri  Ramana Maharshi



May 7, 2020



APPLE  GREEN

Not the color for a nursing home wall
or a kid’s room – but the perfect color
for some cut slices of apple green apples
on a warm afternoon – with some
expensive cheese – close friends in
their forties – jokingly 6 feet apart -
and we really haven’t actually seen
each other for about 3 months now.



© Andy Costello, Reflections 2020



Thursday, May 7, 2020


May 7, 2020



Thought  for Today 

 “Always  see  a fellow’s weak point in his wife.”  


James Joyce 
in Ulysses, 1922.  
Well, then where 
do you look if he’s 
a priest?

Wednesday, May 6, 2020

May 6, 2020



PEOPLE  SITTING  ON  STAIRS

of places for sitting: on rocks,
on the grass, in malls, couches,
booths, boxes, and piano stools.

But the best – of course – is on
stairs – where others can spot
and see us from all angles – views – 
and nobody is in a power position.


© Andy Costello, Reflections 2020
The stairs at St. Paul's in London.


May  6, 2020



Thought  for  Today

“The real history does not get written, because it is not in people’s brains but in their nerves and vitals.” 

A.   N. Whitehead,
Dialogues, 1953

Tuesday, May 5, 2020

May  5, 2020

LIFE’S   BIGGEST   LESSON?


What’s  life’s  biggest lesson?

That’s one of life’s best questions.

When you’re looking for a question-
to pop – when you’re at a wedding –
and you’re using crutches because
of a knee operation and the person
you’re seated next to is in a wheelchair.

Ask:  What's life's biggest lesson?

It could be, “Ask questions.”


To me at 80, my answer would be
CRUMBLE. For starters, crumble teaches 
us we’re not God. Crumble teaches us
that cookies crumble – so too toys –
and sidewalks and grandparents.

And relationships….  Relationships
crumble. Dad or mom gets a new
job in Dayton or Omaha and kids
have to go to new schools or a
girl dumps a boy. There’s better.

Ask: What’s life’s biggest  lesson?

What’s your best question? 

What's your best answer?


© Andy Costello, Reflections 2020





May   5,  2020



Thought   for  Today

 “When people are least sure,  they are often the most dogmatic.”

J. K. Galbraith,
The Great Crash, 1955


Monday, May 4, 2020

May  4,  2020



IT’S  NOT  A  MOVIE

It’s not a movie.
“The End” might not come at The End.
The girl might not get the guy.
The girl might get some other guy.
Some scenes might not work.
Some lines might not work either.
Some parts might be quite boring.
It might be black and white and
we want everything in color.
Sometimes life is a comedy.
Sometimes life is a tragedy.
Sorry! Life does not give Oscars.
But there are lots of unexpected stars. 


© Andy Costello, Reflections 2020



May   4, 2020






Thought for Today


“Lloyd  George once remarked that negotiating with De Valera was like picking up mercury with a fork.  De Valera replied, ‘Why doesn’t he try a spoon?’”

Bernard Baruch,
The Public Years

Sunday, May 3, 2020




TELL  US  YOUR  STORY

Tell  us your story....

Tell us what happened so far ....

Tell us your dreams ....

Tell us about your mom and dad and other significant people ....

Tell us your surprises.....

Tell us your jobs ....

Tell us where you lived ....

Tell us what you learned ....

Tell us the hurts that hurt ....

Tell us the hurts and the helps ....

Tell us about your blessings ....


Tell us about how you're using your time in this time of the 
virus.

Watch and listen to this interview of Sidney Poitier.  He was born February 20, 1927 and is still alive. 



May  3,  2020



GO  FIGURE! 
TWO FIGURES FOR GOD AND PRIEST 


INTRODUCTION

The title of my homily is, “Go Figure!  Two Figures for God and Priest.”

TODAY’S READINGS

In today’s readings I noticed the image and metaphor of sheep and shepherd – in the gospel –in the second reading – and in the Psalm and Psalm response.

In today’s gospel from John I noticed this sentence: “Although Jesus used this figure of speech, the Pharisees did not realize what he was trying to tell them.”

To me - life is about a lot of “Go figuring”. 

To me - life is about transfiguration.

To me - life is about discovering who and what our models are – as we try to figure out life.

To me - life is thinking about what the key models and metaphors of life are – or ones that grab me and make sense to me.

We are made in image and likeness of God.

Now that’s difficult, so we figure that out with metaphors and images.

TOM BARRETT STORY – BECOMING A PRIEST

While working with Tom Barrett he once told the story of why we became a priest. 

He was at the OLPH novena at OLPH, Brooklyn – on a Wednesday – as an altar boy – and while watching one of the Redemptorists preaching and doing the Novena – he said, “I was following the priest and I said to myself, ‘I like what he was doing.’  Next I said, ‘I would like to do that.’  Next I said, ‘I could do that.’  Lastly I said, ‘I am going to do that.’”

His story went something like that.

It triggered in me a series of questions.  I too was an altar boy at OLPH. Where and when and why did the idea of becoming a priest someday hit me?  Why did I join the vocation club?  That meant meeting and studying Latin with Mr. Paul Peters – using Schultz’s grammar. Was it seeing Fathers  Rudy Egan and Phil Cabasino and other Redemptorists?

Were they a model on how to do life?

METAPHORS

Yesterday, when working on this homily,  when it came to the metaphors and images I was thinking of – on figuring out what a priest does – the image of priest as leaving the United States to become a Redemptorist Missionary was significant. Tom had seen Redemptorists preaching in our parish. I had seen Redemptorist priests coming into our classroom and telling us about their life in the jungles of Brazil.  That hit me – especially when I saw a Redemptorist Missionary Vocation brochure.  It showed a Redemptorist on a horse. How about that?   Wouldn’t that impact a lot of kids?

I also liked the metaphor of a priest as missionary from The Field Afar, the Maryknoll magazine.

In the novitiate I read Thunder in the Distance, the life of Pere Lebbe, the Belgian Vincentian 3 times. He worked as a missionary in China.  I read it again in Esopus, in our Major Seminary days. It certainly gave me a model and a metaphor for being a priest.

As I said, “Life is a go figure experience.”

At Esopus – the place of our major seminary - two models for God hit me.

The first was  God as Good Shepherd. Today’s gospel and today’s Psalm triggered that image for me. But at Esopus the image of God and Christ as the Good Shepherd didn’t come as words.  It was  on the tabernacle door: the Good Shepherd. That hit me.  To me it was the most central image in that chapel.  Being there for 14 years of my life – 6 years as a seminarian [1960-1966] and 8 years as a novice master [1985-1993], I saw many contenders for central image in that chapel. 

For many it was the worn step at the OLPH shrine – where thousands of future Redemptorists knelt to say a prayer.

For many it was the big mural painting over the chapel door – which would only be seen on the way out.  It featured Christ standing there and sending his disciples out into the whole world.

For me it was Good Shepherd on the tabernacle door– as model and metaphor for who and what God is.

The second metaphor and model for Christ, for God, was  reservoir. It was not a painting or an image – but more an inner image of a big reservoir. 

It hit me at Esopus that  the priest was not only a shepherd – Luke 15 becoming the central chapter and center of Luke and of Christ  - but also a reservoir – so the need to pray  to get filled.  The chapel, the library, the classroom were filling me – the trickle of thought and figuring coming into me – slowly and steadily – thoughts melting in me – thoughts becoming me.

I became clearer about the image of shepherd  than the reservoir – my first time at Esopus – but the reservoir image became me from 1960-66.

Years later, while at Lima, Ohio for 8 ½ years I saw actual reservoirs. Denis Sweeney introduced me to 3 big reservoirs – but mainly one of them – a mile around.  They were perfect for walking around them – on top of the big dirt walls that cupped the water.  The path on top was 10 yards wide at least.   Denis would run around it – and I would walk it.  He only beat me once – in going around the top – 2 times to my one time.

In those many walks – there were lots of weeks – we were not out on the road – June – Summer – July – August. I drank in the image of the priest and God as a reservoir.

In my life, I had been by a Lake in Oconomowoc, Wisconsin,  hills in Tobyhanna, Pennsylvania,  the Hudson at Esopus, the ocean at West End,  the main two images  were still God and the priest as Shepherd and Reservoir.

One is going out – like the missionary  and one is standing still like the reservoir.

I saw shepherds in Scala, Italy – where I was for a week. They would come through the tiny town every afternoon. They were the ones whom St. Alphonsus, our founder, met when he was down on the Amalfi Coast recovering from an overwork breakdown.  I also saw a shepherd on the road from Jericho up to Jerusalem.

But I got to know shepherds first in my imagination.

That’s also true for reservoir.

TWO  TALKS  THAT DEVELOPED THESE TWO IMAGES A BIT DEEPER.

Looking back into my life, “go figuring my life,”  yesterday, I thought of two talks in which I heard speakers talk about these 2 models, metaphors and figures – not my way – but in a way I tailored for my figuring life out.

One speaker underlined,  yellow marked, highlighted the 3 stories in Luke 15.  The speaker said in the Good Shepherd story and the Woman looking for the Lost coin story, God is on the move – searching and finding.  We do that as priest.  In the 3rd story, that of the prodigal son, God waits.

In the second talk, a nun in the Internovitiate Program at Ossining, New York said there at 2 images in spirituality;  the road and the rocking chair.

She said 90 + percent of spiritualities talk about the road, the way, the path, the ladder, the climb, the steps.  Less than 10 percent – especially in Western Spiritualities, it’s the waiting, the sitting, the rocking chair on the porch.

But there they are:  the priest as shepherd on the road looking for lost sheep and the priest as listener, the wisdom figure, the preacher, the story teller, sitting there as reservoir – giving cold glasses of cool water to the thirsty.

I see a retreat house as a reservoir – I spent many years of my life here at San Alfonso – and St. Alphonsus Retreat house in the Poconos – Tobyhanna, Pennsylvania.

I see the Redemptorist Missionary as the shepherd – hitting the road – in search of stray and lost sheep.

God is both shepherd and reservoir.

A priest is both shepherd and reservoir.

CONCLUSION

Go figure what this priest was talking about today.




May  3,  2020




 WHAT  I  HAVE  WRITTEN  IS  WRITTEN

Have you ever stopped to read a tattoo
on someone’s back at the beach?

Have you ever tried to read
what was on someone’s t-shirt?

How about words on a tombstone? Have
you ever stopped to read them a few times?

Did you ever notice that some people have
words from their dad still screaming at them?

Sorry! Sometimes Pilate has the power of
pen.  Sometimes the other gets to say:

Quod scripsi, scripsi.  “What I want written
on the cross, I want written on the cross.”


© Andy Costello, Reflections 2020

May 3, 2020




Thought for Today

 “Folks,  you ain’t heard nothing yet.”


Al Jolson,
The Jazz Singer,
October  1927