Saturday, July 11, 2020

July 11, 2020




ICE  CUBES

I heard this of snow flakes,
but how about ice cubes?

Are any two of them alike?

Holding drink in hand you said
there  are better questions to puzzle.

Quick!  We’re melting.

Ooops!  I never did get a chance
to tell you, I was once an iceberg.



© Andy Costello, Reflections 2020


July  11, 2020

Ego!  Thought  for  Today 




“The great enemy of art is the ego.  It keeps getting in the way.  One needs the ego to disappear so that I become you. I become the people waking up and down the street.”  

Paul  Durkan, 
Oxford Poetry
Spring 1988

Friday, July 10, 2020


July 10, 2020

SILENT  HOME

It is a silent home. Some of
them are like that, Open any
drawer. Look under any bed.
Check every closet. Sit in any
soft,  stuffed, overweight chair.
You’ll hear silence everywhere.

So when grandkids show up,
the whole house celebrates.
It listens loudly to kids running 
up and down stairs  - playing,
laughing, screaming, pounding
on polished mahogany floors.

Wait. It’s for the moment - after
the kids leave - that the old house
waits for - when mom - who is
all alone, calls up her other
kids and tells them who was
just here and invites them and
their kids to come home too.

© Andy Costello, Reflections 2020

July  10,  2020



Thought  for  Today

 “I fish: therefore I  lie.”

Various  people 
Painting by 
Leonid Afremov 

Thursday, July 9, 2020





PANDEMIC   PRAYER


Lord, this virus is
too much and too long with us.

The only corona  - crown - it 
deserves is "crown of thorns"
and you know all about that.

We pray for an end to all of this.

In the meanwhile,  we pray
a prayer of thanks for those
caring for the sick up front –
as well as those back stage - 
for their feet, for their shoulders
for their whole being.

We pray for researchers –
searching for a vaccine –
and insights into the mysteries
of this devious demon of a virus.

We pray for and with the sick,
give them joy, faith and patience.

We pray for those who have died –
and their people unable to do all
the necessaries for mourning and memory.

And lastly, Lord, give us patience
with each other and with ourselves.
Remind us to be Gospel, Good News,
to each other today. Amen.



© Prayers, Andy Costello, CSSR
Picture found on line -
listed Arlington Catholic Herald

July 9, 2020


SOUNDS

I know phones, piano
binks and bursts, and
barks of dogs and trains
in the distance,  but I
wish I could hear, “Sorry,
I forgot it was your life.
I was next to and I
missed most of it.”

Yet, I need to hear my
own soul saying, “I under-
stand.  We’re not God.
Get that. Grasp that. 
And if and when I do 
that, there is a chance 
for peace and the sound 
of the down deep, “Aha! God!"


© Andy Costello, Reflections 2020
Painting by  Gary Bunt


July   9,   2020



Thought  for  Today

“Talking  to  you is like walking through a minefield.  I never know when you’re going to blow up.”
Someone

Wednesday, July 8, 2020

July  8,  2020


HEARING  AID

He was getting much older – 
and his hearing was getting much worse – 
but what I wondered about was: 
what would he be hearing if he heard? 

I was hearing that he was losing it. 
I was hearing that he was getting older. 
And this was before his hearing was going – 
before he needed a hearing aid. 

He heard words. He said, “Yeah …. Yeah!” 
But he was a literalist. He didn’t get under 
words – behind words. He missed nuances – 
symbols - but he showed up like Willy Loman …. 

Like Willy Loman he had a right to be here.
He had a right to be heard – to be asked. 
He was with us – and he has a vote. 
By the way, “Who the heck  is Willy Loman?” 



© Andy Costello, Reflections 2020






July   8,   2020



Unconscious   - Thought   for  Today

 “95% of what we’re working out is unconscious.”

Someone

Tuesday, July 7, 2020

July  7,  2020


“ATTENTION!”

I was never in the military, 
but I saw scenes in movies 
when different military folks 
said to one another: “Attention.” 

That blurted shout certainly 
got attention and folks saluted 
each other for a solid second. 
I’ve wondered about that. 

Is that the motive of a million kids 
wanting their mom or dad to stop 
what they were doing and give 
that kid a moment of attention? 

Is the author  of every novel, 
the painter of every painting,
the baker of every cake, 
standing there hoping for attention? 

I for one – don’t believe in a God who 
wants attention – but there are moments - 
like on a white bright Eucharistic moon 
filled night,  I hear a slight, “Hmmm!” 
  
© Andy Costello, Reflections 2020

July  7,  2020


Thought  for  Today

“Only two things are infinite, the universe  and human stupidity, and I’m not sure about the former.” 

Albert Einstein




SOME  COMMENTS 
ABOUT SAINT MARIA GORRETTI


INTRODUCTION

The title of my reflection is, “Some Comments About Saint Maria Goretti.”

14TH MONDAY ORDINARY TIME

Today’s gospel- Matthew 9: 18-28 -  was not picked because this is the feast of Maria Goretti. It’s the continuation of Ordinary Time and it  just happens to tell a story about a young girl like Maria Goretti – but the gospel story is about a  girl who  is dying and Jesus calls her to healing and life.  Maria Goretti dies and this young girl lives – so the contrast is polar opposite.

And today’s first reading from Hosea 3: 16-22 - centers in on virtues other than those heard in the context of Maria Goretti.  We hear mention of right and justice, love and mercy – and fidelity. A preacher could make a case for forgiveness in that Maria Goretti forgives her killer before she dies and God wants Hosea to be the great forgiver of his wife as God is to Israel.

SAINT  MARIA  GORETTI

Saint Maria Goretti - an 11 year old girl -  was the victim  of murder – by a 20 year old guy. This a totally different story.

Maria Goretti  was presented to us when we were young as a model of chastity – death as a choice compared to giving in to lust.  I noticed in the literature that the message for today is different than what we heard in the early 1950’s.

In fact, the mind set – and the story of her killer – might be a good probe for a sermon.

Maria was a victim. But whatever words are used – her family was poor and they lost their dad in 1900 and they ended up moving in with another poor family – the Serenelli’s – who in the same situation. Maria saw the son Allesandro – as a brother not as a seducer – or abuser.

When he made his moves on Maria – we all know the story – she resisted and he went crazy with an awl – a knife like weapon – stabbing her 14 times – some wounds in her stomach.

It took them 5 hours to get Maria to the hospital which was close by and the operation took another 5 hours. No anasthesia and she dies of septic poisoning. This is 1902.

I spotted an Australian newspaper article that mentions the grounds for her canonization are not enough according to one writer. The article was entitled, “A Rush to Judgment”.  Yet she died in 1902 and wasn’t canonized till 1950. I thought her story should be part of the discussion on canonizations.

Her story has the great element of her forgiving Allesandro before he died. It took him 3 years to accept – and slowly change. He was given a 30 year prison sentence – was at Maria’s canonization – having become a Capucin brother.

Her canonization was one of the largest  - some 500,000 – in an outdoor ceremony in St. Peter’s Square, Vatican – with many young people as part of the crowd.

The Passionists run her shrine in Nettuno by water – about 45 miles south of Rome  - not too far from the beaches of Anzio of World War II fame – but I’m about to bring the Redemptorists into the scene.

CONCLUSION

In 1984  John Ruef took me to Maria Goretti’s shrine. It’s in the Province of Frosinone and we have a place in Frosinone where Clement studied and was ordained and sent from.  That was the main purpose of our trip.

For a comparison – the early Redemptorists had struggles with poverty and they also had to move a lot - like the Goretti family as well as the Serenelli families.  This was to be the lot of Clement and Thaddeus Hubl.

Monday, July 6, 2020

July   6,   2020




WORK IN PROGRESS

Oh yes, that’s me
and hopefully everyone.

Don’t stop because
traffic is stuck ahead.

Laugh! There is always
construction ahead.

Okay. Some people
don’t believe in evolution.


July   6,  2020



Blame!  -  Thought   for  Today

“Her whole life was governed by her desire not to be blamed, so she never did anything, and got blamed for that."

Gerald Brenan,
Thoughts in a Dry Season, 1979

Sunday, July 5, 2020

July  5,  2020


WHO KNOWS? 
THIS JUST MIGHT BE 
ANOTHER GOOD  FRIDAY. 



Stones -
steps –
street -
taking each for granted –
solid security –
bottom line – the ground
every time –
I fall -
but not
a metaphor for me ….

Me?

So if your need me  -
walk with me
but know that I’m stuck
with this cross as well -
but trust me –
just ahead -
there will be some Simon,
some  Veronica and I’m sure
my mother – she’s
always in the crowd
along the way.

© Andy Costello, Reflections 2020
Painting:  Tissot


July  5,  2020


Thought  for  Today 

“One  needs a certain time to realise that the faces in  the Italian primitives are  those one meets daily on the streets.  We  have lost the habit of seeing what is  really important in a  face.” 

Albert Camus, Notebooks 1935-1942