CRUMBLED 
BEHIND  CLOSED  DOORS -
HEY!  YOU  NEVER  KNOW 

She left him – but before leaving –

she left him a letter - placing it -

on the kitchen table – where he

would see it when he got home.

It was a letter addressed to  "YOU” - 

written with a Sharpie Fine Point Pen -

Permanent Marker - with no name - 
just “YOU” on the clean white envelope.

It was on the kitchen table, the sacred 

place where they shared 10,000  words,

along with bread, wine, spaghetti,

laughter and  love over and over again.

He would surely see the letter on the

table  - when he came home  - late -

late as usual - late – too, too late

in the last night of their marriage.

He picked it up - read it - and then

crumbled it in his fist. He banged

the table, tightened his eyes - then

with tears - he uncrumbled the letter.

He read the letter once again. Numb ….

Dumb …. Stunned …. He crumbled

himself - once again –  as he flung

himself into the garbage pail - crumbled.

© Andy Costello, Reflections 2019

October  5, 2019 - Thought for today:

“If  the  Americans were as expert in spiritual matters as they are in business affairs, all of them would be saints.” 

F.X. Seelos

October 4, 2019

THE ROAD  HOME

I suppose - in time -

everyone knows their roads:

the road not taken,

the road  with regrets,

the yellow brick road,

the road to Phoenix,

the hit the road Jack

and don’t come back, Jack,

the road to Kingdom come,

the road from Jerusalem to Jericho,

the road to Calvary,

the road to Emmaus,

the road back home.

I suppose - in time -

everyone wonders what to do:

stop biting their nails,

stop sucking their thumb,

stop going around in circles,

stop feeling being sick and tired,

wanting to go somewhere,

wanting to get moving again,

wanting to get on the road hoping,

wanting to see ahead and see

smoke rising from our home chimney,

and to see my dad standing at the mailbox,

looking for me walking back down the road.

© Andy Costello, Reflections 2019

October  4, 2019

Thought for today: 

“It doesn’t fit, when one is in God’s service, to have a gloomy face or a chilling look.”  

St. Francis of Assisi

IN  25  WORDS  OR  LESS

INTRODUCTION

The title of my homily for this 26^th Thursday in Ordinary Time  is: “In 25 Words or Less?”

We’ve all have heard the question: “Can you tell me what you’re trying to say in 25 words or less?”

For starters - that usually causes pause - or hesitation.

TODAY’S TWO READINGS

I got the thought for this homily from today’s two readings.

In the first reading Ezra the priest  - as today’s reading from Nehemiah  8: 3  puts it, - is “Standing at one end of the open place that was before the Water Gate, he read out of the book from daybreak until midday….”

That’s a lot of words and that’s a lot of time.

As preacher I have seen at least a hundred times the watch looking gesture and signal.  “Wrap it up.” “Hurry it up.”  “Enough already!”

Did anybody do that to Ezra that day - when the reading went from daybreak till midday?  Oops they didn’t have watches.

In today’s gospel Jesus disciples are to give a message. It’s 4 words: “Peace to this household.” [Luke 10:5.]

In both readings the next thing that happens is to eat and drink.

There’s the Mass in short form: words and food.

That’s our every day: words and food.

Isn’t that what we do every day: in the daily mass called our household? We eat and we talk. We chat and chew.

5  BRIEF POINTS

ONE: ABRAHAM LINCOLN

On November 19, 1863, two men gave an address at Gettysburg Pennsylvania Cemetery.  Edward Everett gave a talk that had 13,687 words in it. It took about 2 hours.  He was followed by Abraham Lincoln who gave a 272 word talk.

TWO: SERMON LENGTH

What’s your opinion on sermon length? For a Sunday sermon? For a  Weekday sermon?

THREE: RELATIVITY OF TIME

As Einstein put it, time is relative. How long a minute takes depends upon what side of the bathroom door you’re on.  How long a sermon takes depends upon who’s speaking.  There’s actual time and “feeling time”.

FOUR: LEARNING FROM TV

Back in the late 1960’s at a New York priest’s  meeting someone asked for volunteers to give 2 religious  talks for WPIX - Channel 11. One was to begin the day; the other to end the day. They were to be exactly 3 minutes. The first was at 5:27 AM till 5:30 AM and the second was from 1:30 AM till 1:33 AM. It took me 3 times each time to be exactly  3 minutes.  Good learning.

FIVE: LEGACY

At the Water Gate Ezra - speaking for the future of the community - goes for a few hours. Could you spell out in 25 words or less your legacy - what you see is the meaning and purpose of life or what have you?

CONCLUSION

This sermon took 3 minutes and 30 seconds and was 499  words exactly. How long did it feel? Did I say anything that had a grab?

October 3, 2019

WAVES

Non-stop, they keep coming,

wave after wave after wave,

wave after wave after wave,

wave after wave after wave ….

Rolling, rolling, rolling inwards,

Pounding the shore - crashing

onto the beach, wave upon wave,

wave upon wave, wave upon wave ….

Some days the breakers are extraverts;

some days the breakers are introverts.

Sitting on the boardwalk or the beach -

I see the entire shake of planet earth ….

I learn steadiness, I learn limitations,

I learn the unexpected, I learn edges,

I learn spray, I learn sound and fury,

I learn background, I learn horizon ….

I see the moon rise out of the ocean -

in the dark of night. I see the sun rise

up in the light of morning - day after

day, after day, after day, after day ….

I need this. I need this knowing,

the familiar, the forever, the non-stop,

the regular background, the steady,

the knowing each wave is new.

© Andy Costello, Reflections 2019

October  3, 2019 

Thought for today: 

“After a certain number of years our faces become our biographies.” 

Cynthia Ozick, Paris Review.