REMEMBERING HIS MOTHER
Poem for Today - May 11, 2014
IV
“You see,” my mother
said, and laughed,
knowing I knew the
passage
she was remembering, “finally
you lose
everything.” She had lost
parents, husband, and
friends, youth,
health, most comforts,
many hopes.
Deaf, asleep in her
chair, awakened
by a hand's touch, she
would look up
and smile in welcome as
quiet
as if she had seen us coming.
She watched, curious and
affectionate,
the sparrows, titmice,
and chickadees
she
fed at her kitchen window—
where
did they come from, where
did they go? No matter.
They came and went as freely as
in the time of her old age
her children came and went,
uncaptured, but fed.
And I, walking in the first spring
of her absence, know again
her inextinguishable delight:
the wild bluebells, the yellow
celandine, violets purple
and white, twinleaf, bloodroot,
larkspur, the rue anemone
light, light under the big trees,
and overhead the redbud blooming
the redbird singing,
the oak leaves like flowers still
unfolding, and the blue sky.
© Wendell Berry, A Timbered Choir,
The Sabbath Poems 1979-1997,
Page 211-212 [1997]