THE 3 BEST GIFTS
IN MY LIFE?
The title of my homily for this Feast of the Epiphany is,
“The 3 Best Gifts In My Life?”
We know the story in today’s gospel about the Magi
presenting 3 gifts to the new born baby: gold, frankincense, and myrrh. From
that the tradition has come that there were 3 Magi or Kings or Wise Men.
In the first reading from the Prophet Isaiah 60:1-6 mentions
caravans of camels and 2 gifts: gold and frankincense.
Every year we have these same 3 readings - so it’s interesting
to come up with a new sermon. This year I liked the challenge of coming up with
the 3 best gifts in my life. What are yours?
Talk to each other and I’m sure each other’s answers would
be intriguing and interesting - and surprising - and good conversation.
ON FIRST INSTANCE
On first instance I think of the gifts that I have given more than the gifts I have received. That’s not bragging. That’s what hit me on the first instance regarding the question that hit me: “The 3 Best Gifts In My Life?”
I think of a white cup I bought in Kresge’s - one of three 5
and Dime stores near our church on 5th Avenue in Brooklyn, New York
- when I was growing up. Kresge’s in time became K-Mart. The cup had one word
on it: “MOM” - in plane letters. I don’t remember the color of the lettering -
other than 3 letters - one word - on a white coffee cup. What ever happened to
it? I don’t know if my mom cherished it. I know she loved a cup of tea every
afternoon - later on in her life - but when we were small - I don’t remember the
giving, the reception, the wrapping of that cup - but for some reason I
remember buying it for MOM.
Why do we remember what we remember? For some reason I
remember a poem I read in high school: Four
Ducks On A Pond. It was written by William Allingham (1824-1889) - Donegal Ireland . It goes like this:
Four ducks on a pond,
A grass-bank beyond,
A blue sky of spring,
White clouds on the wing;
What a little thing
To remember for years-
To remember with tears!
A grass-bank beyond,
A blue sky of spring,
White clouds on the wing;
What a little thing
To remember for years-
To remember with tears!
So on first instance to my question, “The 3 Best Gifts in My
Life?” I remember giving rather than receiving.
As an adult I remember watching kids come to the Christmas tree
to open their gifts on Christmas morning. Something had changed from the 1940’s
till the 1970’s and 80’s and 90’s. We got underwear, socks, sneakers - a jacket
or a shirt. These kids got Lincoln Logs,
Lego’s, plastic battery powered monsters - and dolls - some of which
spoke, - and I saw one doll that leaked. Why would they make a doll like that.
Toys, toys, toys. Toys R Us.
BOTTOM LINE
The bottom line, none of these scenes, none of these memories, were helping me with answers to my 3 best gifts of a lifetime? question.
Aha. There could be one answer: the gift of memory.
To be transparent - I have wonderful memories. My parents
gave me great memories of a rich childhood - a neat street to grow up on - good
people on our block - a good parish church and school to be members of, OLPH, Brooklyn , New York - a
few wonderful parks we used to go to most Sundays of the year - and memories of
Coney Island in the summer.
So Jesus in the gospel story got gold, frankincense and
myrrh. I got underwear, socks and memories.
As I began thinking about this yesterday afternoon I
realized I am satisfied with memories as a gift - a top 3 gift - and they are
not just from childhood - but much of my life. I became a priest to go to Brazil - was
lead to belief - that’s where I was headed - but it didn’t happen.
I have sat and listened and heard enough stories from people
telling me about their life. It’s never what one expected. One can’t write
one’s story in advance - only afterwards.
So my first gift is my memoirs - and at 73 I can say that
the more one gives - loves - serves - the less one is selfish - whiney - the
better the memories.
My dad died in 1970 - a very quiet man. I sat down at our
dining room table once with paper and pen and jotted down about 40 pages of
story and memory - the year he was dying of emphysema. Often I wish I had taken
a lot more time to do just that. He was such a quiet man - an introvert by
nature - but he had a great smile.
Speaking of memories, here is one of my favorite memories
about my dad. I was in our living room
once as a little kid and I opened up a book that my father loved to read: The Best Loved Poems in the English Language.
I came upon a page that had a dried red rose petal - just one petal - in it. My
dad was sitting there reading the paper and I went over to him with the book
open - like in an offertory procession. I guessed I sensed that there was
something sacred here. I said, “Daddy, what’s this?” I showed him the dried
rose petal in the book. He looked at it and with a great smile said,
“Memories!”
FAITH
Since I’ve given myself the task of coming up with my 3 best
gifts, I feel good I came up with 1. Now what would I list # 2. Let me go with
the gift of faith. Both my parents come
from the same tiny village in Ballynahown, County Galway ,
Ireland , right on the waters
of Galway Bay .
I have a memory of my mom telling me once that she could put
her big toe out the back door of her cottage and it would be in the waters of Galway Bay . When I finally got there in 1996 for the
first time - the house was gone - but the back step was still there - like a
grey granite rectangular welcome mat. Yes, it was right there inches away from
the waters and lots of rocks of Galway
Bay .
With regards faith I have often thanked whoever the people
were who first accepted the Catholic Faith and passed it down to my mom and dad
- who passed it on to their 4 kids.
The image of a chain is the image of faith that hits me. I
am grateful for those who have been links in the chain of faith that I have
received and I feel deeply those who have come after us - who have dropped out
of the faith - and broke that chain. May it be repaired. May they reconnect.
Broken and repaired rosary beads are a great reminder to me of this reality.
IMAGINATION # 3
Memories and faith are my # 1 and 2 gifts. As I’m trying to
put together the gifts of my life. I would list right now as number 3, that I
have been given the gift of imagination.
In school I knew I didn’t have the math gene, but I have
been blessed with a good imagination. I was a B and C student - except for A’s
in History and English literature.
That’s me. How about you? I’m telling you my 3 three gifts
so you’ll do your homework while moving along this new week of life
CONCLUSION
If you’re under 55, I would assume dreams more than memories
might be # 1 for you. Good. The temptation of the old is to get stuck in one’s
memories - in one’s past - and as a result one misses new dreams, hopes, plans
for the future.
Hopefully, we all have Robert Frost’s words in front of us - words from his poem Stopping By the Woods On A Snowy Evening - the last stanza,
Hopefully, we all have Robert Frost’s words in front of us - words from his poem Stopping By the Woods On A Snowy Evening - the last stanza,
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
That’s where faith and imagination come in - to realize yes
there is the dark woods of one’s past - but there is also the great future -
here and hereafter - and like the Wise Men - we give our gifts and then ride on
into our different futures. Amen.
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