May 23, 2018
Reflections
UNSPOKEN CONVERSATIONS -
LETTERS NEVER SENT
There have been too
many conversations
I had with so and so … but they were never
spoken to or at them
- only inside my mind.
There have been letters
that I wrote but never
sent to them. They
were crumbled, ripped up
and tossed into the
waste paper basket.
And I was taught - and
always thought - unspoken words, crumbled, or deleted words -never spoken or sent, would ever hurt anyone.
Little did I know, wastepaper
words, unspoken
feelings can’t remain
silent. They become my
face –
my scowl - my itch – my twitch.
They become a virus
in my random access memory.
Does unconscious
speak to unconscious – and the
other knows – without
knowing - the unspoken, the unsaid?
© Andy Costello, Reflections 2018