WHERE ARE YOU?
INTRODUCTION
The title of my homily is a question: “Where Are You?”
I don’t remember homilies or sermons. Do you? I never remember what was said. Do
you? Does anyone remember sermons? I’ve asked people that question. People usually pause when asked that
question. Then sometimes, someone
mentions one or two homilies.
That used to give me pause. That used to get me to ask
another question: Then why preach.”
Then I realized I don’t even remember the ones that I
preach.
ANDY CUSACK SERMON
Thinking back, I do remember
a sermon I heard some 40 years ago by a
priest named Andy Cusack. Then every time I hear today’s first reading from
Genesis - for this feast of Mary’s Immaculate Conception, I remember that
sermon by Andy Cussack.
Now I don’t remember the whole sermon or what was the occasion -- whether it was
the feast of the Immaculate Conception or what, -- but I distinctly remember
his main point - “Where are you?”
He preached on the key question in tonight’s first reading
from Genesis, “Where are you?”
“Where are you?”
After that I don’t know what he said, but that question was
enough.
Where are you?
Isn’t that a great question.
And for the last 25 years on and off I have remembered that
question in that sermon. Moreover, I have found myself answering that question
on and off.
AT ST. MARY’S
ANNAPOLIS, MARYLAND
Where are you?
You could answer that you’re here at St. Mary’s Church, Annapolis,
Maryland and it’s December 8, 2017.
Adam doesn’t answer, “In the garden….” He says, “I heard you in the garden, but I
was afraid, because I was naked, so I hid myself.”
Then Adam unravels…. and we find out that Adam has changed.
He has moved from innocence to shame - then blame….
He - along with Eve - find themselves in a new place.
THERE ARE MANY
WAYS OF HEARING THAT QUESTION
Now we can answer the
question - “Where are you?” in various ways. We can answer where our soul is -- where our heart
is -- where we are in your life.
“Where am I?
We could say, “Well, actually, I’m in a good place.
We could say, “In fact, I’m in a better place than I was 10
years ago.
“I’m more patient.
“I’m more understanding.
“I’m certainly more humble. I guess making a lot of mistakes
helps one be just that. Humble
“I’m more at peace with myself and with those I live with.”
Where are you?
Or we might answer just the opposite.
“Where
am I?
“I’m not so hot lately.
“I’m edgy. People are getting on my nerves a lot more than
usual.
“To be honest, I guess I’m being over sensitive. Things that
never use to bother me are bothering me now.
“I’m not praying enough and I’m not trusting in God enough.
“I’m lazy or I’m too tired lately.
“I’m being difficult with those I live and work with.
Where am I?
Or we might answer, “I don’t know. I haven’t really thought
about that.
“Let me become quiet and let me think about that. It’s a
good question.”
WHERE AM I? USING
THE READINGS
Where am I?
To be naked, to be honest, I’m sort of like Adam and Eve in this reading
tonight.
I’m blaming others.
I’m hiding from God.
I’m not being honest.
I’m running.”
Where am I?
Or I might be like Mary in tonight’s gospel. At this stage of my life I want to ask God
questions. Unlike Mary, who asked questions early on, I’ve put off my questions
to this stage in my life.
Where am I?
Or I might say, “Well, to be honest, I’m very grateful to
God for the good things that have been happening in my life.
“God is very good to me.
“He’s giving me lots of graces.
“Now I’m not full of grace like Mary here, but I have been
given some grace.
“God is very present.
“My prayer life is much better than it has been in the past.
“I’m no longer just saying prayers. I am able to question
God like Mary does here. Praise God.
“And when I do pray, God seems to send me to those who need my gifts. So like
Mary here I’ve been more aware of those in need.
“Now I’m not saying that I’m like Mary and I’m without sin
in my life. There has been enough of that in my life, but right now I’m getting
there. I’m being blessed.
CONCLUSION
Where are you?
Each of us has to answer that question.
It’s the first question in the Bible and it’s a good one.
I suggest you take the next 40 years and every once and a
while ask your self that question or better as in today’s first reading, hear
God asking you the question, Where are you?