Henry Ossawa Tanner, "Mary"

MEDITATING 

ON THE ANNUNCIATION

INTRODUCTION

The title of my homily is, “Meditating on The Annunciation.”

When you pray the rosary, what do you see, what do you think about,  when you pray the first Joyful Mystery: the Annunciation?

IF INTERESTED, HERE ARE SOME SUGGESTIONS

First read the text - the gospel we heard this morning from Luke 1: 26-38.

Read it a few times. Use the old mediation method: Lectio, Meditation, Oratio, Contemplatio.  [a] Read. [b] Then think about what you are reading, [c] Next pray about it. [d] Lastly,  be quiet, be contemplative, let the seeds of thought sink in - becoming pregnant with new life.

Second.  Borrow your kids’ or grandkids’ crayons. “Unless you be like children, you won’t get into the kingdom of God” [Mark 10: 15]. Draw the picture. Picture your imaginations on the annunciation.

Then if you have a computer type into google, “Annunciation Paintings”.  There are well over 100 plus paintings of the Annunciation  - by all kinds of artists. 

Whenever you go into a church - especially a church named after Mary - look for the annunciation window. These windows here are from a Mary Church - 61^st Street New York City. 

Study the angels. Compare how others did angels compared to how you pictured angels. Do you have the angels close, above, distant, up in the air, off to the side? Where?

Study Mary’s hands. Looking at all the paintings of Mary, see palms up, palms down, hands crossed, a tight nervous hand, a drawn back hand, a hand over the heart. A hand to the neck. How did you do Mary’s hands in your drawing? 

Henry Ossawa Tanner 

The Annunciation [1898]

I like Henry Ossawa  Tanner’s The Annunciation. 1898.  He was from Pittsburgh. His mother was a runaway slave. She traveled the underground railroad from the south to the north. His dad was a Methodist Bishop. Henry did  some neat religions paintings. I like his Annunciation the best. I also like the blue of The Disciples See Christ Walking on the Waters.

Third: Think about annunciation moments in your life. Discovering when you became pregnant. Or a daughter. or a sister. or a friend announced a pregnancy.

Think about joyful announcements in your life.  Someone asked you to marry them. Then there are  engagements, getting the job.  

CONCLUSION

I have on my blog some reflections on the 20 mysteries of the rosary. Check out my Annunciation reflections.

But more importantly, since we’re looking at meditating in this homily, let me announce a good annunciation moment for me.

I’ve mentioned this at times to various folks - and some people disagreed with me. No problem. It’s not my problem.

Here it is. I once heard a priest on an audio tape talk say, who came up with the idea that distractions in prayer are a sin? He then added something like this: “To be a human being is to have distractions.”

I would add that they are not sins - but in general,  they are distractions. It’s the same as having a conversation with someone. They mention basketball and we think of the game tonight.  They  mention they are painting their cellar and we start thinking of cellars or a room we want to paint. If we catch ourselves - we come back to this other person - and we try to listen to them better. It can be rude or not nice to look at our watch when they are telling their story - or to yawn - or to cut them off and start telling them about a movie we saw on TV last night.

Picking up a rosary to say one is announcing to oneself, “I am about to pray.”  It’s the same as a Muslim picking up his or her prayer rug - for one of their daily 5 periods of prayer.

The beads can be worry beads. The beads can help us rethink and return to the different mysteries of life - some of which are joyful - some of which are sorrowful - hopefully some are glorious and all are Light Bearing.

And talking about how are mind jumps all over the place. Think of God being able to be in on the minds of over 7 billion people at once. How’s that for a hundred, million, billion, trillion distractions. Wow.

April 4, 2016

HAPPY  DEATH

Not two words heard too often.

“Happy Death….” Yet we were often told

in the past - to pray for a Happy Death.

Oh I’ve heard people say, “I want

to die with my boots on.” Translation:

“I don’t want to be a burden!” or “I

don’t want to have to  spend 3 years

in a nursing home with a walker or

be in a wheelchair or have dementia

or Alzheimer’s and be a PITA.”

Saint Alphonsus - patron of a Happy

Death - wrote a whole book on the faith

and prayerful side of preparing for death.
It’s entitled, Preparation for Death [1757]

and then he spent his last few years in a

wheel chair - with a body plagued by

severe arthritis.

So pray this prayer:

“Hey, Saint Alphonsus,

help me to live today full of grace.

And when I’m with Jesus Christ

on my cross, whether it’s made of

wheelchair or plastic tubes or what

have you, be with me and bring Mary

too, as well as all the Saints, now

and at the hour of my death. Amen.

© Andy Costello, Reflections 2016

STATUE OF SAINT ALPHONSUS DE LIGUORI IN A WHEEL CHAIR

SAN ALFONSO RETREAT HOUSE,  WEST END NEW JERSEY

The Incredulity of Saint Thomas 

(c. 1601-1602) by Caravaggio

DO  YOU  HAVE  ANY  SCARS? 

INTRODUCTION

The title of my homily is a question, “Do You Have Any Scars?”

This Sunday has various subtitles - besides being “The Second Sunday of Easter”. It’s also called “Doubting Thomas Sunday” - as well as “Low Sunday”  - as well as “Divine Mercy Sunday”.

Hey, haven’t you noticed that some days can take in various entities:  Secretaries Day, Firefighters Day, and Mother-in-law’s day - and it’s in Poetry Month and Pet Poodle’s Week?

So you’re move - to go with Mercy, Doubt or this Sunday is lower than Easter Sunday.

I’ll go with today’s gospel and today’s readings and stress “Healing” - and entitle my homily, “Do You Have Any Scars?”

ACCIDENTAL TRIGGERS

If we have a car accident, or we burn ourselves with hot water at a certain stove with a certain pot - or someone in the family likes to hammer us - well when we get near that spot or that pot or that family member - negative energy can go “Ooooooooooooooooh” at us.

Certain people and certain topics and certain words can be Tasers. They zap us.

Accidents can have an aftertaste.

Cuts can leave scars - but first they "Ouch!"

Do you have any scars?

Maybe “Scar Sunday” would be a neat title for this Sunday.

Thomas wasn’t there that Easter Sunday night - so did the other disciples pick and nitpick him all week?

I like that Thomas could be the patron saint not only of doubters - but also of the courageous sceptics - and be like Detective Joe Friday of Dragnet fame, who would say, “Just the facts. Just the facts.”

TODAY’S GOSPEL

So in today’s gospel  Jesus comes into the Upper Room - with its locked doors - and this time Thomas is there.

And once more Jesus says, “Peace  be with you!”

And seeing Thomas  - called Didymus - the Twin - Jesus asks him to put his finger into the nail marks on his hand and the wound in his side and believe.

And Jesus praises those who believe but have not seen. And Thomas says, “My Lord and my God.”

MAKE A LIST

The title of my homily is, “Do You Have Any Scars?”

For homework this week, I would suggest making a list of the Ten Top Hurts of One’s Life.

A first step would be to jot down all the hurts one can remember from one's life so far. Just jot them down randomly.

It could be that someone dumped us when we were in the second year of high school or a father walked out on our family or we were fired from some job without any warning. It could be we were made fun of for being too fat or too short or having a bad case of acne while being a teenager and we were called, “Leper” or "Pimples" or "Scab" or what have you.

For some reason we remember the hurts a lot more than the helps - the curses more than the blessings - the mistakes more than the right moves.

Negative is normal.

The lector at Mass makes one mistake or one mispronunciation in a reading and doesn’t remember the 99 words he or she got right.

I have a scar here on my right trigger finger. I just have to look at it and remember the moment I was walking down the street as a kid and I spotted a Red Ryder Air Rifle in a garbage can. I go "Wow!"  and pull it out. It has a broken metal thing - but that doesn’t matter. I pump it once and pull the trigger and some piece of metal slams into my finger. "Oooh!"  Cut. Blood. Yell. Run home and wash it. Vaseline.  Band-Aids. Scar for life. So the gun lobby will never get my dollar.

Next look at your long list of all the hurts of your life that you came up with.  Say you have 73. Well, pick the top ten hurts of the 73 mistakes or hurts of a lifetime. This is tough stuff - hard work - a difficult assignment for homework.

Then put 10 of them in order of the hurt  they were - # 1 being the worst.

FORGIVENESS

Next comes the mercy - the healing - the forgiveness - hopefully.

I would suggest putting your finger on the mistake - if it’s on paper or on the computer screen.

Writing or typing or texting them out - is helpful - because the really big scars are not so many on our bodies - as those on the skin of our souls and our memories. We remember hurts.

So the first step is the naming. Then comes the forgiving.

The call today is to forgive oneself or forgive another person - or forgive God.

Or feel Jesus put his hand on your hurt - and ask for forgiveness.

Did you notice, did you hear,  that revelation in today’s second reading from the Book of Revelation?  

Listen again: “When I caught sight of him, I fell down at his feet as though dead. He touched me with his right hand and said, 'Do not be afraid. I am the first and the last, the one who lives. Once I was dead, but now I am alive forever and ever. I hold the keys to death and the netherworld. Write down, therefore, what you have seen, and what is happening, and what will happen afterwards.'”

Write down those things that are killing you - still hurting you - keeping you underground - and rise to new life - because Jesus has touched you where it hurts.

For various reasons - some dumb  - we hold onto the hurts - as if our sad face, soul, will hurt the other or even ourselves for our own sins and mistakes.

Some people shut the door on the possibility of forgives of an ex - or a priest - or God or a parent - or a co-worker - or a family member.

Isn’t it nice to have those big banners here at St. John Neumann as well as St. Mary’s - announcing a year of mercy - and forgiveness.

Nice - if it’s on someone else’s wall or building - but how difficult it is for our own.

Sometimes Jesus knocks on doors - and sometimes we keep those doors shut. Sometimes Jesus comes through walls and says “Peace”.

Respect Thomas - Doubting Thomas - doubts are normal. We could have a great healing moment. This Sunday could be Divine Mercy Sunday for us and we can experience healing and forgiveness - but the old doubts can come back next week.

Sometimes an adult abortion of another - a parent - can stay with us for life.  Maybe an uncle abused you. Maybe we stole a lot of money. Maybe we cheated on a spouse. Maybe we put life on hold for 3 ½ years. Maybe we had a period there of alcoholism.

I still remember being sat on a bench for a whole season as a kid when I played for the Bay Ridge Robins - except for one out in the last game of the season. The manager was the older brother of the kid who got to play every game of the season.   I still feel bad that I didn’t talk enough to my sister Peggy - who was a nun - much of our life. We didn’t have any disagreements. We just didn’t give each other enough time with enough phone calls. We were just too busy working. And then when I had time as she was dying - I kept on getting interrupted by a health care person giving her oxygen.

And on and on and on.

CONCLUSION

Make your list.

Put your finger on the top 10.

Name # 1 and ask Jesus this Sunday for Divine Mercy - even if you have doubts that you can ever be forgiven - to touch and heal that hurt for starters.

Pray: 
              "Lord, give me scars - 
              scars - reminders 
              that here I was hurt 
              and here you healed me
              with your healing hand.
              Thank you, Lord. 
              Thank you. Amen."

April 3, 2016

HAPPY  BIRTHDAY 

There was that day - back there then -

when you arrived on this planet: a baby.

You were washed and rubbed, checked

and needled, wrapped in pink or blue.

You were held, kissed, hugged, loved

by anyone who was there for you.

Don’t forget that day today: your birthday.
Don’t forget the love that waited for you.

Braces, boo boo’s, ups and downs, canes

and walkers are way, way down the line.

Today just pinch yourself for getting a

chance to slide down the slide of life, kid.

© Andy Costello, Reflections 2016

April 2, 2016

HAPPY  ANNIVERSARY

At the first moment you unconsciously

expected success. Everybody does.

Otherwise you would not have made the

commitment  - the covenant -  the “I do!”

You wouldn’t have pronounced the vows.

That first day you saw images, scenes,
dreams from other people’s movies

playing on their screen for you. Then

came the day the honeymoon ended.

Then came the real, “We do’s” - life.

Happy Anniversary. Today - with great

joy  - you are looking at your own personal

movie - your life - all the days that lead to

this day - all the better, all the worse -

until death do we part. Thank You!

© Andy Costello, Reflections 2016

April 1, 2016

APRIL   WISDOM 

One would have to be an April fool

not to see the changes in the scenery

surrounding us each Spring.

Earth erupts with clumps and clods

of dirt that rise and reach - because 

seeds and flowers want the sun and rain.

Wheat, grapes, corn, potatoes, want

resurrection. Plants want to get going

again to feed the earth - and all life on it.

This planet is not stupid. It sees the

barren moon and nothing growing on it,

as well as Mars and beyond. Comparisons

cause - spur -  bring on creations. Planet

earth knows. She shows and knows pregnancies.

She remembers this is how Spring springs.

This round host - Earth - keeps saying,

“This is my body; this is my blood,

I’m giving my life for you …. but  first you

have to sacrifice, to die, to do the work:

the planting,  the growing, the changing, the
rising, the reaching out, over and over again.”

  

© Andy Costello, Reflections 2016

March 31, 2016

 STILL

“Be still and know that I am God….”

Those words from Psalm 46 are still

around and still sound in our ear -

from time to time - and if we become

quiet enough - sometimes it happens -

down deep we know God is still with us.

“Be still and know that I am God….”

Sometimes we sense that the house

is moving - shifting - ever - ever - so

slightly. We hear a car come up the

street  or we hear  a train or a boat

in the distance signaling, “I am here.”

“Be still and know that I am God….”

Sometimes we hear our heart beat.

We put our thumb on our wrist. We

feel our pulse. Steady. Steady. Steady.

Beat. Beat. Beat.  But heart don’t be still

yet  - because I still don’t know you God.

“Be still and know that I am God….”

 © Andy Costello, Reflections 2016