Reflections By The Bay

Saturday, May 23, 2015

May 22, 2015

HEADACHES

Headaches.

Which ones are the real one:

the reality or the metaphors?

Friday, May 22, 2015

May 21, 2015

SELF TEST # 15

I am a refrigerator. Yes ____ No ____

I am a watch. Yes ____ No ____

I am a cell phone. Yes ____ No ____

I am a rolodex. Yes ____ No ____

I am a kitchen table. Yes ____ No ____

I am a welcome mat. Yes ____ No ____

I am a “CLOSED” sign. Yes ____ No ____

I am an “OPEN” sign. Yes ____ No ____

I am a bridge. Yes ____ No ____

I am a path. Yes ____ No ____

I am a computer. Yes ____ No ____

I am a crutch. Yes ____ No ____

I am an “I O U”. Yes ____ No ____

I am a gift. Yes ____ No ____

I am a needle and thread. Yes ____ No ____

I am a brake. Yes ____ No ____

I am a loaf of bread. Yes ____ No ____

I am a bottle of wine. Yes ____ No ____

I am a bell. Yes ____ No ____

I am a flower. Yes ____ No ____

I am a candle. Yes ____ No ____

I am a door Yes ____ No ____

Thursday, May 21, 2015

AWESOME

INTRODUCTION

The title of my homily for this Graduation Mass for the St. Mary’s High School Class of 2015 is, “Awesome.”

Ginny sent me an e-mail with the readings to reflect upon for this Mass. She added that the theme for this Graduation Mass is the ongoing theme: “You are never alone - I have awesome plans for you.”

Let me repeat that. Hear God saying right now, “You are never alone - I have awesome plans for you.”

The first reading from Jeremiah 29:11-14 begins with the message that God has plans for us. The second reading from a Letter of St. Paul to the Philippians 4:13-19 has Paul saying, “I can do all things through him who strengthens me.” And when we do with our lives God’s plans we are salt and light to those who experience us - as today's gospel reading puts it -Matthew 5:13-16.

Awesome!

I thought about this and decided to think out loud about the feeling called, “Awe.”

We’ve all experienced some awe in our lives.

Awesome.

Awe: it contains amazement, some fear, some tremble. It contains wonder and surprise - beauty and the spectacular.

It’s a roller coaster of a word. It’s a roller coaster of a feeling.

How many times have we heard some little kid say, “Awesome”?

How many people in Annapolis said yesterday as they looked up into the sky and saw the Blue Angels, “Awesome”?

Billy Chrystal in his movie Cowboy Slickers talks about the first time a little kid goes to a Major League baseball game. His was Yankee Stadium with his dad. Mine would be with my dad, Ebbet’s Field, 1947. Jackie Robinson had just been brought up to the Major Leagues. In his experience Billy Chrystal said he was all eyes - all ears - going into the stadium. He handed his ticket to the collector. He and his dad walk and walk inside in the belly of the stadium. They finally come to the moment they are going up a ramp. They start to see the light of day - the crowds - the players practicing. Then this little kid sees the green, green grass and rich brown dirt infield of Yankee Stadium.

For some of you it was Camden Yards.

Awesome.

It’s could also be the same feeling at one’s firsts Ravens or Redskin game.

Awesome.

It could be the same at a birthday party or going into Disneyworld or 6 Flags or the first time one goes on a plane and we look out the side window and start to feel sky. It could be the first time getting on a horse or a roller coaster. It could be getting on a mule and heading down to the bottom of the Grand Canyon.

The short 3 letter word “awe” is an automatic mouth opener. It's also an eye opener - as well as an amazement opener.

Awe.

Graduation … going to college … the next step … falling in love … getting married … having a baby … seeing one’s kid reading, writing, saying his or her’s first word … first prayer before going to bed - before meals - going to school …. making his or her First Communion - graduating from K-school, Elementary school - high school - graduation - going off to college - and on and on and on. All are awesome moments -- and on and on and on.

School - life - education - great teachers - a great book - a great trip - a great concert - a great game - all hopefully are eye openers - mind openers - mouth openers.

Awesome! Could everyone here say “Awesome!”

Could you say “Awesome” again - but this time feel what your mouth is doing and how it ends up.

Open up your mouth as the doctor or the dentist tell us and say, “Ah!”

Then open up your mouth and say, “Awe” and again sense and feel where and what your mouth is doing.

It’s opening.

The bore - the kid - the old person - not open to new life - has a closed mind and a closed mouth and a closed “awe”.

Bummer.

The person who is salt and light to every situation - is the person who is still in the school of life.

When I was a kid in Brooklyn we went on a class trip to the Hayden Planetarium in New York. We sat there in this round theater. We looked at this gigantic machine - in the shape of a 3 dimensional 8 - with holes - metal acne on its skin, with lights shining out of every one of those openings - light that put stars, planets, galaxies on the ceiling. Then we heard a voice and an arrow telling us what they were. It was an awesome moment - much more exciting than any moment in any classroom.

Awe!

Then there was a moment when I was older in the Rocky Mountains in Colorado - in the night - in a clear dark night - 4 of us lay there on the ground in sleeping bags looking up at a star studded sky - awesome - much more than what we saw in Hayden’s Planetarium in New York.

There is nothing like the real thing.

If you only get to page 1 - in the Bible - if you only read the first chapter of the first book, Genesis, meaning “Beginnings” - if you only memorize one verse from the Bible - remember, say, mean, these 7 words, “And God saw that it was good.”

See everything. Appreciate everything. See that all that God makes is good. It’s awesome. And when we make things - and when we walk around - see that all is awesome. A chocolate milkshake at Chick and Ruth’s - a Reuben sandwich on Houston Street in New York City, a concert by the Philadelphia Philharmonic Orchestra, the Amazon river in Brazil, a little kids first step and all clap, the subway in Stockholm, Sweden, etc. etc. etc.

When you’re sitting in some quiet moment - with a computer or laptop or iPhone type into Google, Sainte-Chapel Paris.

It opened up again yesterday - May 20 - after 7 to 10 years of repair and restoration. Instead of those lead lines - between the thousands and thousands of pieces of stained glass - is a transparent new glue. It helps make the light and the colors even more awesome. This chapel in the heart of Paris was built way back around 1250 - and contained the most important relics from Christ’s Death in the world. The Crown of Thorns was #1. Whether they are the real relics is not the issue. People thought they were. And this was all seen in a spectacular setting.

What would it be like to be in that chapel in Paris this Sunday - Pentecost Sunday - for Mass and for a concert? Awesome.

What is awesome is the place. Check it out on Google. Like me seeing the stars in Hayden’s Planetarium in New York and then seeing the stars in the mountains in Colorado, see it yourself before you die.

Or go into this church or any church - and realize you’re in an awesome place. We believe we’re in the presence of Christ. Awesome.

Also take a good look at the crucifix - on the wall here - facing us. Life has its crosses as well. Sometimes life is also awful. So this church is telling us that Christ is also with us when we’re on the cross - as well as in our daily bread.

The title of my homily is, Awesome.

If there is one word I hope someone will say about me and about you at your funeral it’s this: He saw the world as good. Better: awesome.

And when we get into heaven - you heard it here: It will be awesome.

If you haven’t started yet: start now - graduate to awesomeness.

We are all called to an awesome future.

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

May 20, 2015

SELF TEST # 14

CIRCLE THE SORT OF’S THAT APPLY

Sort of get love ….

Sort of understand your complaint ….

Sort of realize what you’re feeling ….

Sort of taste salt ….

Sort of like cold - as in ice cream or cold water in the summer ….

Sort of like you ….

Sort of sense you’re hurting ….

Sort of see into your eyes ….

Sort of hear your reasons for the nail biting ….

Sort of sound crazy ….

Sort of lucked out ….

Sort of pinch myself because I’m still alive ….

Sort of know there is life after death ….

Sort of get Jesus ….

Sort of lost my way a bit back there ….

Sort of found my way ….

Sort of know God ….

Sort of don’t know you, O God ….

Sort of silent ….

Sort of crying ….

Sort of sneaky like silent soft night snow ....

Sort of laughing ….

Sort of like the feel of rain ….

Sort of praying ….

Sort of listening ….

Sort of hear you ….

Sort of dying ….

CLASS OF 2015 REPORT CARD

PLEASE PUT A CHECK NEXT TO AT LEAST 3 OF THE BELOW

I am going to write a great novel_____.

I am going to be a great parent______.

I am going to break a world record in a major sport______.

I am going to start a soup kitchen in my how town______.

I am going to be reporter - or a columnist of a major newspaper or magazine______.

I am going to be a CEO of a major corporation ______.

I am going to come back as a teacher at St. Mary’s - elementary or high school______.

I am going to be a church goer for the rest of my life______.

I am going to invent a fuel saver and efficient means of transportation that is not around yet - but will reduce traffic, carbon emissions, by at least 66 %______.

I am going to be a peacemaker______.

I am going to make the United Nations work ______.

I am going to be a nun, priest, bishop or pope ______.

I am going to invent a substance that will be the pot hole repair material that lasts at least 25 years______.

PRAYER - Lord in the year 2040, that’s only 25 years from now, I hope and pray that two of these predictions will be true of at least one kid - Class of St. Mary’s High School, Annapolis, Maryland______.

written for the May 19, 2015 Award Ceremony

at St. Mary's High School

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

May 19, 2015

THE MIRROR

The big mirror - the one just near

the door - the door from the big dressing room - that leads to the stage in

Radio City Music Hall - has enjoyed

the compliments, the comments,

the smiles, the sneak peeks at the Rockettes by stage hands -

looking at all these beauties
in the mirror - down through the years.

The big mirror - always thought people

were praising her and not the girls,

when people caught sight in the

mirror of young skin, slim thin waists,
tall, tall legs, great measurements.

The big mirror stood there doing

its job for a good 50 years now.

Then - no the mirror didn’t break -

but it was replaced. The old one

was given to a nursing home

up on the Upper East Side.

Now it’s all wrinkles, wrinkles,

wrinkles. Still give God the Glory.

Give God a wink. Give the mirror
a taste of its old glory. Amen.

GIVE GOD THE GLORY

INTRODUCTION

The title of my homily for this 7^th Tuesday after Easter is, “Give God the Glory.”

That word “glory” appears 455 times in the New American Bible and there it is 5 times in today’s gospel [John 17: 1-11a].

In the Bible we hear over and over in many different ways, “Give God the Glory.”

If we watch sports on TV, we often see an athlete make a great play or a great catch or a great hit and he or she stops to give God the glory. They raise their index finger and point to the skies - giving God the glory - not themselves.

After winning a game or a season or a championship athletes often pause and praise their moms or coaches or teammates - everyone. They praise everyone - they give others the glory. Hopefully athletes who are faith drop outs - or what have you - at least thank their parents for good DNA and coaches for great tips and skill practices.

GOOD MOVE

Obviously, it’s good to do this - because this is the reality.

Giving God the glory is a great prayer and a great play.

When I see this on TV or at a game - I often wonder who was the first to announce it publically - to honor God.

I also think of Lou Gehrig's famous luckiest man on the face of the earth speech? Who started this custom? Praise God.

Success can harm us - give us a big head - smother us in self-glorification.

Thanking God and others is an act of true humility.

POEM BY THOMAS HARDY

In the sacristy here at St. Mary’s behind this altar there is a mirror which I spot before and after Mass when I walk into the sacristy. When I see that mirror, I smile as I think of this poem by Thomas Hardly.

Better explain two words in the poem: “vestry” and “glass”. Vestry is the sacristy - where one vests. “Glass” is the mirror.

It’s a story poem about a preacher - a priest - a minister. The title of the poem is, “In Church.”

It goes like this.

IN CHURCH

“And now to God the Father,” he ends

And his voice thrills up to the topmost tiles
Each listener pervades the crowded aisles.

Then the preacher glides to the vestry-door,

And shuts it, and thinks he is seen no more.

The door swings softly ajar meanwhile,

And a pupil of his in the Bible class,

Who adores him as one without gloss or guile,

Sees her idol stand with a satisfied smile

And re-enact at the vestry-glass

Each pulpit gesture in deft dumb-show

That had moved the congregation so.

Thomas Hardy

Give God the Glory!

CONCLUSION

Last night, I wrote a short poem for my blog for today on this same theme - a poem that bounces off the Thomas Hardy poem.

Let me see how this feels and sounds in public. It’s only a first draft and I’ll continue to work on it. To me writing is re-writing.