WAKING UP
Poem for Today - Sunday - October 19, 2014
I WAKE AND FEEL
THE
FELL OF DARK
I wake and feel
the fell of dark, not day.
What hours, O what
black hours we have spent
This night! what
sights you, heart, saw; ways you went!
And more must, in
yet longer light's delay.
With witness I
speak this. But where I say
Hours I mean
years, mean life. And my lament
Is cries
countless, cries like dead letters sent
To dearest him
that lives alas! away.
I am gall, I am
heartburn. God's most deep decree
Bitter would have
me taste: my taste was me;
Bones built in me,
flesh filled, blood brimmed the curse.
Selfyeast of
spirit a dull dough sours. I see
The lost are like
this, and their scourge to be
As I am mine,
their sweating selves; but worse.
© Gerard Manley Hopkins,
In Hopkins, The Mystic Poets,
Preface by Rev. Thomas Ryan,
Page 58