Thursday, December 14, 2017



THE DARK NIGHT 
OF  THE  SOUL


GOSPEL: A READING FROM THE GOSPEL OF JOHN 13: 21-30

After he had said this, Jesus was troubled in spirit and testified, “Very truly I tell you, one of you is going to betray me.”

His disciples stared at one another, at a loss to know which of them he meant. One of them, the disciple whom Jesus loved, was reclining next to him. Simon Peter motioned to this disciple and said, “Ask him which one he means.”

Leaning back against Jesus, he asked him, “Lord, who is it?”

Jesus answered, “It is the one to whom I will give this piece of bread when I have dipped it in the dish.” Then, dipping the piece of bread, he gave it to Judas, the son of Simon Iscariot. As soon as Judas took the bread, Satan entered into him.

So Jesus told him, “What you are about to do, do quickly.” 

But no one at the meal understood why Jesus said this to him. 

Since Judas had charge of the money, some thought Jesus was telling him to buy what was needed for the festival, or to give something to the poor. As soon as Judas had taken the bread, he went out. It was night.

INTRODUCTION

The title of my homily is, “The Dark Night of the Soul.”

Today is the feast of St. John of the Cross [1542-1591]

He is famous for that phrase: “The Dark Night of the Soul.” 

It's the title of his treatise  [c.1583] based on his poem: Songs of the Soul Which Rejoices at Having Reached Union with God by the road of Spiritual Negation [c. 1578]

Theologians, poets, psychologists, and spiritual writers often talk about “The Dark Night of the Soul."

Napoleon talked about, “Two o’clock in the morning courage: I mean unprepared courage.” This can be found in the Memories of Napoleon written down by Emmanuel-Auguste-Dieudonne from the island of Saint Helene - where Napoleon was held captive. [Cf. his journal writings from December 4, 5, 1815 - in Las Cases, Memorial de Ste-Helene 1843.

Henry David Thoreau wrote about, "The Three o'clock in the morning courage, which Bonaparte thought was the rarest." That's n Walden [1854] chapter 4, Sounds.

F. Scott Fitzgerald wrote in his book, The Crack Up, "In a real dark night of the soul it is always three o'clock in the morning." [1936]

SO

So in psychology - many times in talking about depression - people feel like they are in a dark night. They can’t sleep or they are sleeping too much.

So in prayer - many people in talking about praying and spirituality - they talk about feeling bored, empty, dry, feeling like they are in a desert or having been deserted by God.

John of the Cross and Teresa of Avila - who knew each other as Carmelites - and friends - often talked about the Dark Night.

A key word one reads is, “Nada!”

They are feeling nothing when they pray - and then bringing that into her spirituality - Teresa will say, “Nada” - let nothing disturb you.

When it comes to God, they feel nothing at times. Nada. They feel like they are in the dark.

GOSPEL

I picked the gospel text I read for today from the gospel of St. John.

I was going to pick just the last 3 words, “It was night” as the reading - but I thought that could be a distraction.

John the Poet - very different from Matthew, Mark and Luke - plays on the theme of sin as darkness.

Judas by his betrayal of Jesus entered into the night - into the dark night of sin - into the dark night of the soul.

When we sin - when we betray our spouse - when we cheat - it’s hard to look the other in the eye. “It is night!”  We have eaten, bit in into the sour bread of sin - and we can’t be in communion with each other.

Paul - especially in Romans - talks about sin as darkness.

Thieves wear masks.  People going into court hide behind a coat or newspaper.

CONCLUSION

We’re heading for Christmas - the great feast of Light - especially in the Northern Hemisphere - where Christmas comes in the Darkest time of the Year.


Yet isn’t it neat to see so many lights on trees and houses - and in windows - and light in people’s eyes - as they are shopping for gifts to express their love and appreciation for the people in their lives.


December 14, 2017

DARK  NIGHT

Dark night,
needing light,
as I maneuvered my way
to the bathroom at 2:30 in the morning.

Dark night,
avoiding the light,
as I danced my way,
away from You, O God, for a thousand nights.

Dark night,
returning to the light,
as I crawled my way,
bruised and broken, back to You,  Dark God.



© Andy Costello, Reflections  2017
Painting on top: Philip Koch

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Wednesday, December 13, 2017


FEAST OF SAINT LUCY -
DECEMBER 13 -  
PATRON SAINT 
OF THOSE WITH BLINDNESS 
OR EYE TROUBLES



PRAYER FOR OUR EYES

Lord,
thank you for my eyes.
Help me to see clearly - 
especially in seeing the good in others.
Give me healthy eyes
and when my eyes are going bad,
help me to find 
the best medical help possible.
Amen.


December 13, 2017





DARK  BLUE  BOTTLE


It was a dark blue bottle -
holding  dark blue wine  -
at least that’s what it looked like -
as I looked through the outside
into the inside of the blue bottle.

God,  why didn’t you make some
of us with skin of blue - such a
calming color? The blues could
be the peacemakers. They could
be the ones bringing us calm.

Well, God, you didn’t. So we the black
ones, the tan ones, are the ones who 
have to make peace with one another,
pouring out our wine and  our blood,
so that we can be calm for one another.




© Andy Costello, Reflections  2017

Tuesday, December 12, 2017

OUR  LADY  OF  GUADALUPE


At Malvern Pennsylvania Retreat House




Juan Diego, Malvern Pennsylvania



FEAST OF OUR LADY
OF GUADALUPE -
THE NUMBERS

INTRODUCTION

The title of my few thoughts is, “Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe - The Numbers.”

Today, December 12, about 3 million people will go to Tepeyac, Mexico, for the Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe.  It’s a feast day that starts with the first revelations of Mary to Juan Diego, a Christian Native American on December 8th - going further to December 12, 1531

Around 20 million people make a pilgrimage to Our Lady of Guadalupe Shrine per year.

What about other shrines and other numbers.

Lourdes, France  has about 8 million per year.  Apparecida, Brazil gets about 6.6 million people per year. Fatima has about 4.5 million per year - this year obviously more - with its 100th Anniversary.

Guadalupe is the largest and best attended Marian Shrine in the world.

In Hinduism, we have  the largest holy place in the world. It’s dedicated to Ayyappan. It’s in Southern India - in the Kerala region - which is also the most Catholic area  in India.  This shrine gets about 40 to 50 million pilgrims  a year. This happens mostly in late December and early January. The key god is Ayyappan - who is a war god and the god of growth. Women in their child bearing years don’t want to go in pilgrimage to this place - because Ayyappan is celibate.

CONVERSATIONS

Start conversations about the holy places you’ve been to.

I haven’t been to Salt Lake City to see the Mormon’s sacred center.

But I’ve been to Israel.  If you get the opportunity, if you haven’t already, to to Israel. I did in 2000. I saw Bethlehem, The Lake of Galilee, the place of the Last Supper, Jerusalem, the Jordan, the Dead Sea, the mount of Transfiguration  and what have you.

I liked being on the Lake of Galilee the most - because I figured that would be closest to the what a place looked like in the time of Jesus.

I’ve been to various other holy places.  I’ve been to Monte Cassino - the key Benedictine place. It’s in Italy, along with Assissi and all the big churches in Rome.

In France, I got to Montmartre and Notre Dame in Paris. But the one shrine I wanted to go to was Chartres Cathedral, 50 miles south and west of Paris. It supposedly has the most beautiful stained glass windows in the world.  It has big time history - being the Marian Shrine to visit way before Lourdes.

But I did get to  Lourdes  which did give me a feel of what it’s like to go on a pilgrimage.

NUMBERS

I have the word “numbers” in my title. I’m sure you heard what a Hajj for a Moslem is.  It’s one of the 5 sacred pillars of Islam - to make a sacred pilgrimage in your lifetime to Saudi Arabia and Mecca and to the black stone - that goes way, way back in Moslem History.  They got 2.35  million folks there this year.

Parts of the sacred shrine at Mecca have had people breaking off pieces of the sacred stone. During the French Revolution they broke off parts of Chartres - but  luckily it was not destroyed.

RELICS

Interestingly Chartres has the supposed garment of Mary.  Studies say it’s a legend - but when we went there the tour guide said, that it didn’t make any difference if it was  real or whether it was not. The key factor is whether people believed it to be Mary’s cloak.  They did.

In Tepyyak, they have the cloak of Juan Diego, which has the image of Mary on it.  Like the tilma or cloak of Mary, this too was  tried to be destroyed, but no luck.

CONCLUSIONS

Pilgrimages are good.

Our Mary pilgrimages are very Catholic. Mary is very Catholic and Lourdes and Fatima, Guadalupe and Aparacida connect us deeply with Mary.


If you have a chance, go for it. 
December  12, 2017


C  OR  D  STUDENT


There are no specific A, B, C, D’s, or F’s
for imagination skills. Well, take that back.
The student with a creative imagination
can come up with a great short story or
poem or work of art or book report.

But in real life -  the A, B, C, D, or F person -
who has a good imagination - might be the
one who imagines a new solution for cancer
or a way to do things that were never done
this or that way before. Hire her. Hire him.

  

© Andy Costello, Reflections  2017