AMAZEMENT AT
THE ALL IN THE SMALL
The title of my homily is, “Amazement At The All In The
Small.”
It’s a thought that hit me from the opening sentence of
today’s first reading from the Book of
Wisdom. Here it is again:
“Before the Lord
the whole universe
is as a grain from a balance
[or a scale in the marketplace]
or a drop of morning dew
come down upon the earth.”
That’s an intriguing - as well as an amazing - comment. I
think of it when I see that morning water glaze on the front windshield of my car. I think of it
when I see one of those tiny little hour glasses - better minute glasses - you
see in kitchens for timing eggs - or those little plastic ones that tell us how much time one has in a board game.
Sand and dew …. being compared to our universe.
I’m sure you heard the comment by the scientist, Carl Sagan, who said,
“If you want to make an apple pie from scratch, you must first create the
universe?” I was always amazed at that comment - when I see apples or an
apple pie - as well as why Carl Sagan didn’t believe in God as I believe.
We don’t know how far out the universe goes. This comment,
this text from the Book of Wisdom,
was written probably around 150 to 175 B.C. What was their sense of the size of
the universe back then? What will telescopes 50,000 years from now - or space
adventures - show us - how big this universe - or universes are?
We’ve all seen tiny grains of sand in our shoes or a single
lady bug on a blouse or one of those tiny book bugs in an old book - just
moving and moping along.
How does God see? What does God see? Does God see me - when
there are around 7.2 billion people in the world - and billions have gone
before us - and billions are to come?
Does God see me? Does God know me? Is God amazed at me?
The title of my homily is, “Amazement At The All In The
Small.”
Does God know how many grains of sand there are at Rehoboth Beach, Maryland
- or specks of dust there are in the Smithsonian in Washington or blades of grass there are in Camden Yards?
I would hope my homily evokes amazement - at life - at God -
at creation - and we praise God - give God the glory for life - for the all -
the small as well as the big all around
us.
ANTHONY DRAGONETTI
I like to use the example of a short guy, a man I met, named, Anthony Dragonetti, of Trenton, New
Jersey. He’s now long dead. I was in his house once after giving a
Communion Breakfast Talk in his parish -
Saint Joachim’s in Trenton,
New Jersey. We were sitting in his living room. Off to the side was a
cabinet of Boehm Birds. They were porcelain birds about 6 to 8 inches high on
glass shelves.
I asked him what they were and he said he made them - at
Boehm Birds near Trenton.
He stood up, opened up the glass door of the cabinet that held about 15 Boehm
birds. He took one out and handed it to me to check out. It was light,
colorful, realistic. I asked him how much one of these cost. He said, “That
particular one sells for about $1400.”
I nervously handed it back to him immediately.
I’m sure we’ve seen small bird figurines in homes worth that
- or worth about $4 dollars. Which one is
more important: the 4 dollar one or the 1400 dollar one? Would it make a
difference if we knew the back story on how each bird got there in the first
place?
As I handed it back to him I thought of Jesus’ words, “You
are worth more than a whole flock of sparrows.” I added in my brain: “You are
worth more than a whole cabinet of Boehm Birds.”
A short time after that I was driving past a November corn
field and a whole flock - a couple of hundred real life little birds - were
making spins and turns - in an afternoon sky - turns more amazing than the Blue
Angels over Annapolis.
Amazement…..
Sometimes I walk down a street and I see a dead bird - not
that often - but a dead bird - and it amazes me. What happened? Do birds hide
when they are to die of old age or what have you?
We are surrounded by amazing sights all around us.
Do we see how God sees? Do we see what God sees? Do I see what’s all around me?
BABIES - YOUNG AND OLD
Aren’t we amazed at babies’ fingers and toes? Aren’t we amazed at 75 year old marathon
runners? Aren’t we amazed at painters
and violinists and music makers?
Yesterday afternoon I noticed the tears in a bridegroom’s eyes at his wedding when an aunt read out the name of his father who had died 4 or 5
years ago of cancer - and his dad wasn’t bodily present at his son’s wedding
today.
Yesterday morning I noticed the tears in a widow’s eyes - during the funeral of her husband - who just died of cancer.
Do we see another’s tears? When was the last time I shed a
tear? What happened? What was it about? Did anyone notice it? Did I talk to
anyone about what was happening?
Tears - drops of dew - a grain of sand - a babies pinky or
little toes - the wrinkles in a great grandmother’s smile as we celebrate her
95th birthday …. Do I have a sense of amazement at the all in the
small?
DANNY DEVITO - A
LITTLE GUY
I always loved the scene in the Danny DeVito - Billy
Crystal movie, “Throw Momma From the Train” when Owen, Danny DeVito - asks
Billy Crystal if he wants to see his coin collection. Surprise he opens up a
floor board and takes out a box of regular coins - nickels and quarters and a penny. He tells Billy Crystal where he got each coin - change from a day
with his dad when they got a hot dog - change from a moment with his dad took him to see Peter, Paul and Mary - or Martin and Lewis and his dad gave him the change.
It gives a completely different take on life and coin
collections - and the small things we have and have saved.
What mementos do I have around my house that remind me of my
dad and mom, brother or sister or who have you?
Next time we’re visiting someone in a nursing home or
regular home - ask them about their little stuff - and see their sense of
amazement - and catch your amazement at the stuff people save and collect.
ZACCHAEUS - THE
LITTLE GUY IN THE TREE
If we hear the gospels carefully - we’ll notice that Jesus
noticed the birds of the air and the lilies of the field. Jesus noticed that
someone touched the hem of his garment
to be healed. He noticed merchants in the market place - who were generous and
who were not.
In today’s gospel he spots a little guy in a tree and Jesus
invites himself into that little guys house for dinner. Amazement.
And then there are those who see the small - but miss the
big picture - because they are picky-picky-picky about things like that - and
they blast Jesus for eating with sinners. Horrible.
A message that could be - without my parents - obviously -
but also without God - this me would not be me.
A message could be - that Jesus wants to sit down and eat with little old me.
A message could be - to be amazed that Jesus knows me -
little old me - and he doesn’t mind my sins or shortcomings - just my
willingness to be generous and to grow - and help the poor - and can I say that
I can express amazement tog God as I say to Him, “Do you mean to say, ‘You know
I exist?’” and hear his loud, “Yes,” his loud, Amen.”
CONCLUSION
The title of my homily is, “Amazement At The All In The
Small.”
Mass is a good time - to see the round - thin - small piece
of bread - held up for all to see and to see Jesus the giver of all good things - the Lord of Universe and
kingdom to come - in it - and in me when I am in communion with him. The small
can be all.
To requote and reframe an earlier quote from this homily:
“If you want to make bread, have Eucharist, from scratch, you must first have
God the Creator of the Universe.”
Mass is a good time to express amazement - and gratitude -
and a sense of giving God the glory for it all - in the small and the tall, in
the big and in the little - amazed that
God is aware of it all - no matter how small we can be. Amen.