The title of my homily is, “Intent.”
When I sat down and read the readings for today - I found it
interesting that the word “intent” hit me.
Intent. I N T E N
T [Spell
it out.] Intent.
I don’t think I use that word in conversations - but maybe I
use it in my brain - in the sense that sometimes - I’m trying to figure out
someone else’s intent.
Why did she say that? Why did he do that?
Intent?
SUPREME COURT
While driving along alone - sometimes I hear on C-Span radio
- U.S. Supreme Court cases and I now remember hearing the
different justices using the word “intent” quite a bit.
For example someone might say, “I don’t believe that’s the
intent of the Second Amendment - which is part of the Bill of Rights - the
first 10 Amendments - the right to Keep and Bear Arms.” Or lately I’ve been hearing that DNA has
become more important than fingerprints - in police investigations. Would that
fit under the intent of the Fourth Amendment - part of our Bill of Rights to be
protected against unreasonable search and seizures?
Intent.
If you’ve even been on jury duty and you’re deciding a case
- you sit there tying to figure out the intent of someone else.
Someone is sick or just lost a loved one - and we go to the
card section of a store looking for a card that says just what we want it to
say. It has to match our intent - whether we use that word or not.
Enough of that. What’s he getting at? What’s his intent in this sermon?
HOW TO READ THE
SCRIPTURES: INTENT?
Well it hit me: why not use the intent question when it
comes to reading the scriptures?
We just heard 3 readings - 3 different readings - as we do
each Sunday - or 2 on each weekday. Why not ask: what’s the intent of this
specific reading? Why did someone choose this particular text for this
particular Sunday?
Now with my new word, I’ll ask: What was their intent?
In a way, it’s good that we don’t know, because that might limit
homilies. If it’s left as unsure, then a lot more possibilities can be looked
at. The jury is still out.
It’s like going to the movies with 3 other people and we’re
having something to eat afterwards - and we’re talking about the movie and
someone says, “Hey it sounds like we went to 4 different movies.”
I can also ask why did Matthew, Mark, Luke or John, the Acts
of the Apostles or the Book of Revelation or any book or letter, put a
particular story or comment into their story?
What was their intent?
TODAY’S GOSPEL
At the end of today's gospel from John he actually spells out why he put in his gospel what he put in his gospel. He says, "Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of his disciples that are not written in this book. But these are written that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that through this belief you may have life in his name." Now that might be clearest statement of intent in the whole Bible. [Cf. John 20:30]
Looking at today’s gospel from John we hear the story of the disciples in
the Upper Room after Jesus died. Why did
John add the detail that the doors were locked? Does that give a hint of his intent?
He seems to indicate his motive or intent was the apostle’s fear of the Jews.
They too could be rounded up and killed like Jesus.
Or was his intent that like Thomas - we’re allowed to
have doubts - but blessed are those who believe even if they don’t see - if
they don’t put their hands into the cuts and holes in Jesus’ hands? Up until
the last quarter of the last century,
this Sunday was called Doubting Thomas Sunday.
Or was his intent mercy - divine mercy and forgiveness -
that our God is a forgiving God with unlimited divine mercy? So since John Paul
II, St. Faustina and EWTN, this Sunday is called Divine Mercy Sunday as well.
Intent?
In the meanwhile I look at the statue of Jesus as Divine
Mercy with rays of colored light shining out of the center of his chest - and
wonder: what is meaning of this? Now I might use the word, “intent”.
For years I’ve been wondering if it arose out of the
forgetting of the image of Jesus with his Sacred Heart - seen outside his chest
- as in the statue of Jesus here in our sanctuary. Did one die and the other
statue rise?
Intent? What happened
here?
Are both of them telling us the great message that it’s
God’s intent that we know that he loves us - so he sent his Son to show us that
and tell us that?
And we need to be reminded of that love - so writers from
the very beginning put that message into words - so artists from the very beginning of our Church
- sculpted that message into images and statues - like the Good Shepherd - and
the great ikons of Jesus in the Eastern Churches whose eyes seem to look right
into us or through us at times - and the great message of the sacred heart we
find in the messages of St. Gertrude and St. Bonaventure, then St. Marguerite
Marie Alacoque and St. John Eudes - with the 12 Promises of Jesus - and the
visions and the medals of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and Mary that millions have
worn - and promoted by the Jesuits and so many.
Intent? Is the bottom line simply: God loves us?
Question: have we experienced that love and mercy yet? Have
we heard that love and mercy yet?
US - OUR INTENT
Then it hit me. This sermon, this message can be popcorn
compared to a steak or salmon or crab cake dinner - until we move it into our
chest, into our heart, into ourselves?
There we are in our upper room - in our brain - in our being
- and we keep that door locked - for fear of this or fear of that.
What would it be like if Jesus breaks through our thickness
and says, “Peace!”
What would it be like if Jesus breaks through our walls and
tells us who he really is - what his intent is?
It’s peace. It’s mercy. It’s forgiveness. It’s realization.
It’s then being sent.
This is his intent - and a lot more.
Okay - and many of us are like Thomas - and we have doubts.
I sense that the intent of John in today’s gospel is saying,
“You too. You who have doubts. Jesus is bringing you peace and forgiveness as
well.”
You too are being sent.
And so many of us are not looking at Jesus and his mercy and
his forgiveness - but only at our mistakes and our feeling of not being
forgiven. We still haven’t heard his word from the cross: “Father forgive them
for they don’t know what they are doing.”
THE PAPER - FILL OUT THE PAPER
How many times have we gone to the doctor and the lady at
the desk hands us a piece of paper - with tiny print - and tells us to check
the boxes?
And we say out loud, “Okay” and inwardly, “Oh no!”
It hit me last night - while preparing this - wouldn’t it be
great to have a great check list of intents?
Wouldn’t it be great to have a great check list of life
motivations?
I remembered Abraham Maslow's 1943 triangle of the 5 levels of
human needs - what people want. It starts with Physical Needs: food, shelter,
sex, sleep. It moves up to Safety Needs - protection, job security, money. It
moves up to Social Needs - belonging, family, society, intimacy. It moves up to
Esteem Needs - achievements, respect, status, etc. It moves up to Self
Actualization - personal growth and on and on and on.
Maslow has been criticized - as being too narrow and too one
culture. What about the poor? Can’t they have some of the higher needs
fulfilled - even though they are still poor? Others have made the triangle have
8 levels - moving transcendence and God into the picture a bit more and what
have you?
Intent?
That’s his piece of paper. That’s other’s list of intents?
What would mine look like? That’s your homework for this week?
Jot down what makes you tick. Jot down what do you want. What makes you
run. What do you get out of the bed in the morning for - besides the
bathroom? I have to say that because
that’s what all those over 65 say every time to that question?
Write down your list and then put a circle around your top intent - or top 3
intents? Check them off. To prime the pump. Write down all the intents and
motivations that you can come up with?
CONCLUSION: CHECK OFF WHICH OF
THESE ARE YOUR MOTIVATION
_____ Comfort.
_____ Control.
_____ To be loved.
_____ To love and be loved.
_____ Thy will be done.
_____ My will be done.
_____ To go out the door in the morning, easy drive, good work, stock market up, my teams are over
500, catch a smile or a chat or two that are life giving, to have a great
spouse and family to come home to.
_____ To know what’s what, how things work, what’s going on
around here.
_____ To be known.
_____ To have money in my wallet, gas in my tank and a great
spouse and family to come home to,
_____ To not go it alone - but to be with another and
others.
_____ To be right
_____ To be right and others to see that I’m right and they
are wrong
_____ Life, liberty and a chance to pursue happiness,
_____ To have a bucket and to have my bucket list and to
have a chance to check off, did that one, next, before I kick the bucket.
_____ Good food,
_____ Good movies and TV,
_____ Good games
_____ To not be controlled
_____ To forgive
_____ To be forgiven - as in trespasses as in sins,
_____ To have my daily bread -
_____ To help all have their daily bread,
_____ To do my fair share of the work,
_____ Assurance, blessed assurance,
_____ To get to heaven
_____ To avoid hell, here and hereafter,
_____ To know that I was here - I contributed - or to be
known that I was here and I contributed.
_____ That others hear a great eulogy - when I die - that I did loved and made a difference.
_____ To heal and be healed.
_____ To be appreciated.
_____ To be missed.