First impression: Visitors must sign in. Second impression: Wheel chairs and people. Third impression: People watching people. Fourth impression: Long corridors of tile. Fifth impression: Nurses walking fast. Sixth impression: Old people walking slow. Seventh impression: Walking into your room Eight impression: Semi-darkness. Ninth impression: You. Tenth impression: Wrinkles Eleventh impression: We begin talking. Twelfth impression: You offer me an orange. Thirteenth impression: Announcements over loud loudspeakers and you don’t hear them. Fourteenth impression: You’re okay and happy. Fifteenth impression: People looking into your room as they go by. Sixteenth impression: A nurse goes by. Seventeenth impression: I say I have to leave. Eighteenth impression: A kiss goodbye. Nineteenth impression: People in wheel chairs watching as I push the elevator button. Twentieth impression: Wondering as I drive home if I’ll ever live to 88? Twenty first impression: Will I be grateful and as graceful as you are today or will I be someone all want to avoid or forget?
Angrily hissing, and hurting, and letting off steam, the old radiator was obviously sad, hearing them talking about buying a new electric heater pretty soon – very soon.
I love only by memory now. You are gone, dead, buried, green grass covered. But buried deep inside of me are all those moments we died to be with each other. And I walked away from your grave today filled with tears and all those memories buried deep within me. Thank you my love.
The canoe, like a scissors, cutting across the silk fabric of the lake, soft and silent, almost evening, sun setting in the west, behind the pines, a red, gold, cloth sky, and God was a canoe, a scissors, cutting across everything: sky, water, me.
Subway: spotting a small girl holding onto a doll, her mother holding onto her, the subway holding onto all of us, and all of us holding onto God, sometimes spotting the holding.