Sunday, April 2, 2017

April 2, 2017


REAL OR ON  DISPLAY?

I’ve walked by displays in shop windows
and mall stores - but when someone said he
sees so and so always as if he was on display,
I paused.  I found that hard to believe. Really….

Well, what about politicians and priests - aren’t
they looking for applause and accolades?
Aren’t they looking to be seen as sharp smart?
Really…. I still found that hard - hard to believe.

I rather be walking along in a forest or sitting in
the bleachers  - or be incognito - than be a
Styrofoam manikin on public display and 
nobody knows what’s really in my heart or mind.


© Andy Costello, Reflections  2017


Saturday, April 1, 2017

April 1, 2017


Happy April Fool's Day




SOMETIMES  A  FOOL

Sometimes it’s smart to be a fool!

To be a kid once again -
to get down on the ground and
play a game and forget about
all the big serious stuff of life.

To pretend that we don’t know -
only to discover we actually
don’t know - and we learn
something new in the pretending.

To imitate Christ by letting it all go -
power - privacy -  time - love - only
to be laughed at - and crucified on
some bloody Bad Friday afternoon.*

Sometimes it’s smart to be a fool!


© Andy Costello, Reflections  2017
* Cf. 1 Corinthians 4: 10

Friday, March 31, 2017

March 31,  2017

THINK  TOUGH

There are times we have to think tough,
think hard, think taking time to come up
with at least 5 possible scenarios for the
key issues in life: listening, really listening
to those we’re with, checking and then re-
checking with what they are saying. We’re
all somewhere else - than where we are.
Then there's God.  God is a long think.
Then next week, we have to double back
to this week and this same week next year.
What? What are you trying to really say here?
I'm thinking. Give me some time to really
think about some of this life stuff. Thank you.





© Andy Costello, Reflections  2017

Painting by Alex Colville [1920-2013]


Thursday, March 30, 2017

March 30, 2017



HOW LONG 
ARE  GOOD-BYES? 

How long are good-byes?

We wonder about that - standing there
at train or bus stations - or where
people are dropped off at airports -
and then both move on - a wave
or a kiss thrown back to each other.

How long are good-byes?

Wait!  We don’t know enough of
each other’s story. We don’t know
what brought people together in the first place.
We don’t know what’s going to happen next -
so we need to talk before we say, “Good-bye!”

How long are good-byes?



© Andy Costello, Reflections  2017

Painting on top:
Soldier and Girl at Station (1953)
Alex Colville (1920-2013


QUESTION  AND  ANSWER PRAYER

Question and Answer Prayer….

We spend much of our quiet time,
inner time, church time - boring TV time,
school time, work time, when we’re not listening to others’ time, with our questions.

What’s next? Who’s next? How come? When?

What am I doing here?

Why did I think that, feel that, choose that, say that, do that?

Why did he/she do that, choose that, say that?

Why? Why? Why?

Today, today, today, what’s going to happen today?

Research, news gathering, school, scholarship, is jam packed with questions.

And there are answers: love, values, the common good, and sometimes, "... because that’s the way we do things around here."

And the great answer often is: I don’t know.

Which leads to bigger, different, new questions.

Which leads us to re-hear old questions:

Why DID God make me? 

Why did my parents have me?

Why am I different from so and so?

What’s  my life’s work? What am I going to do about that today?

Questions and answers - which lead to not only a good prayer before eating, but why not make it a good morning prayer: “Bless us, O Lord, and these your gifts, which we are about to receive from your bounty, through Christ our Lord, Amen."


© Andy Costello, Blog Prayer # 1
Painting on top: Plein Aire in Maine
by Helen Turner (1858-1958) 

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

March 29, 2017


AHEAD

Not what's around
            the corner,
            but what's ahead
is what I want to see,
            to know about,
            to plan for.

Sorry, yes there are
             things ahead
             we'll see,
but we often forget about
             the great below,
             beneath the surface of it all. 


© Andy Costello, Reflections  2017

Painting: Alex Colville, To Prince Edward Island.






Tuesday, March 28, 2017


38  YEARS  IS A LONG, LONG TIME

INTRODUCTION

The title of my homily is, “38 Years Is A Long, Long Time.”

When we first hear that the man in today’s gospel was sick for 38 years,  it can get us to pause. 38 years is a long, long time. 38 years is long time to be begging and to be crippled - finding myself inside or outside of the temple and not getting any help or healing.

BRUCE MALINA AND RICHARD ROHRBAUGH

Bruce Malina and Richard Rohrbaugh in their book, Social-Science Commentary on the Gospel of John, in talking about today’s gospel wrote, “Sick persons lying beside the pool would have been there, not only to see healing, but also to beg.  Such beggars were among the socially expendables, the unclean ‘throwaway’ people who frequented every preindustrial city. In this same category were prostitutes, the poorest day laborers, tanners (forced to live outside the cities because they smelled), peddlers, bandits, sailors, hustlers  (for example gamblers, usurers), ass drivers, dung collectors, and even some merchants.” [Cf. page 111.]

So the man in today’s gospel is one of the many in the temple area who would be begging - and wanting to be healed.

Did you hear today’s first reading and it’s beautiful description of the temple as an oasis, a place of healing, with flowing water, lots of flowing water as well as various fruit trees. When Mitzi was doing our first reading this morning I could hear the water flowing. I can picture the beautiful fruit trees lined up along the marble alcoves and steps. [Cf. Ezechiel 47: 1-9, 12.]

So too as I hear about this man in today’s gospel, who was sick for 38 years, I can picture the scene. [Cf. John 5: 1-16.]

FIRST REACTION

My first reaction is this: 38 years is too long to be sick and crippled.

Reading Malina and Rohrbaugh,  I said to myself, "In Annapolis and in this church and in our lives - there are are all sorts of people. We might not have any tanners - we might not have any people who think their lives stink. But we certainly have people who have hurts sitting there with them, on their back, in their mind, all through the years."

For 38 years?  Some.

And then we notice them from time to time. A gospel like today’s gospel can trigger personal realities - our inner stuff. They show up on the doorstep of their memory - from time to time.

And we all have memories - long term memories. And as you know, our long term memory brings us our best and worst stories.

A personal question: Does anyone here today in this temple have a hurt that is at least 38 years of age?

Examples: a guy was dating this wonderful woman.  Surprise, out of the blue, she tells him, "That’s it." It wipes him out. Then he walks with that hurt for the next 38 years.

Example: someone in the family says something taken as a nasty. Then someone holds onto that hurtful comment for the next 38 years.

Example someone makes a mistake. They steal something. They get caught. The family  name is in the paper. Then they have that on the front page of their mind for the next 38 years.

Example: someone has an operation on their ankle and the doctor makes a mistake. As a result, they have to walk around with a limp for the next 38 years of their life.

TODAY’S GOSPEL

Today’s gospel has a great question:

Jesus asks us  “Do you want to get well?”

Today we can answer: "Yes!"  But who and how can we be healed?

Answer: Jesus - it’s not the Sabbath but he can do it today - this Tuesday morning.  Jesus can wash us clean with his cleansing water as we heard in today’s gospel.

Picture that.


O  O  O  O  O  O  O  O  O  O

Painting on top: Paul Aeretsen, The Healing of the Cripple at Bethesda