Saturday, December 17, 2016

December 17, 2016

LINES

I like lines only when I like lines….
Otherwise I don’t like lines….
Like sign your name on the line
near the bottom - of the insurance
form - where it’s marked in yellow
marker - or long lines in the bank
or supermarket - or Burger King….
I don’t like those lines - no! No way!
But I like lines on three lane highways,
especially when it’s raining and I
can’t see too well…. and I’m liking
this pope and I’m liking this Jesus
who seems to be saying in Luke -
that the line into heaven is much
longer than the line into hell - but
this Matthew fellow scares me
at times …. especially in Chapter 25.



© Andy Costello, Reflections 2016

SIN  AS  A  SPIDER  WEB


INTRODUCTION

The title of my homily for this 4th Friday in Advent is, “Sin As A Spider Web.”

Today I would like to talk and reflect a bit about sin.

When I read today’s first reading, the theme that hit me was sin. Isaiah gives the message of keeping the Sabbath free from profanation and one’s hand from any evildoing. [Cf. Isaiah 56: 1-3a, 6-8.]

That’s sin - but it doesn’t mention spider webs - like being caught in a spider’s web - but that’s the image that hit me.

So first a bit about sin - the web of sin.

Sin can ensnare us and we can ensnare others.

Relax sin is a big topic, but  I won’t talk too long.

OLD STORY

You have all heard the story of the man who went into a church one evening by himself. He came home and his wife who was with the kids said, “Well, how was the sermon.”

“Okay.”

“What did the preacher talk on?”

“Sin.”

“How long did he preach?”

“One hour.”

“What did he say?”

“He was against it.”

Well, I’m against sin, but I won’t speak an hour.

Only 8 minutes.

SPIDERS

Back to the spider’s web…. That’s the image of sin that came to me when I was reflecting on sin this morning. I have a meditation poem somewhere about being caught in sin is like being caught in a spider web.

Now I don’t know much about spiders, but I imagine things about them and I wonder about them.

Spider webs, I imagine, can be found everywhere around the world -  indoors and outdoors.

And you can find them in many a church - and sometimes people notice them - especially when sermons are long.

I wonder at times when I see a spider’s web: “When was this web constructed and how did a spider get up there in the first place?”

I also wonder, “How long do spiders live?”

And here in this church, on the first step over there in the corner, below the statue of St. Martin of Tours there has been a spider’s web with  carcasses of dead bugs at times.

Next, I picture spiders out for themselves not giving a dang about anyone else. They use their web as a way of trapping other bugs so they can suck the life out of them.

Me, Me, Me

They are out to trap others for themselves - of course.

They are totally self-centered.

They have no ounce of compassion in them.

We’re dealing here with the survival of the fittest.

We’re dealing here with the need for food.

The spider has no thought for the well-being of a mosquito or a moth or for those who have to clean churches.

They are all about: Me. Me. Me. Self. Self. Self.

Life is to watch out for # 1 and # 1 is me.

Now obviously the image is weak - as an image for sin - and being caught in the web of sin -  because humans are well over 100 or 200 pounds.

BACK TO SIN - AND ITS MENTION IN TODAY’S FIRST READING

Today’s first reading is from Isaiah.

Isaiah was a dreamer. In today’s first reading he gets into his dreams for the Sabbath and the Temple.

The purpose of the Sabbath, the purpose of the temple, is to go there on the Sabbath and get out of oneself. The purpose of the Sabbath and the Temple is to be in the presence of God, the OTHER, the GREAT OTHER, God. The purpose of the temple is to stop being self-centered.

The purpose of the Sabbath is to realize we can be as sneaky as a spider, spinning webs to suck life from others for ourselves.

That’s sin. That’s what sin is all about.

Hasn’t that happened to each of us when we’re praying?

Haven’t we all now and then come here to church to pray and to be with God?  However, sometimes what happens is we experience other people - and this is good.  We experience people outside our web, outside ourselves, foreigners. This is very good. They became other than us and one with us and we see the purpose of life is to be present to them, nice to them,  rather than using them.

Sin.

This doesn't always happen.


Sometimes sin happens.

Unfortunately people, as we will read in the New Testament, and in other places, come to places of worship to show off - to be noticed  - to impress others - to be here for self. They come here wrapped in the cellophane of self. The come here to prove self. To show off. To impress. To feel less guilty. To get points.

Or as Jesus found out, to make money.

So people who come to church better take notice. Warning given. The church is a church - not a spider web.

So Isaiah is saying that a place of worship is a moment to get out of self. The Sabbath is a moment of rest. To stop the sucking and to start the worshipping. To admit there is an OTHER  and others.

That’s the real purpose of the temple.

That the temple is the center of Israel, that the center of the temple is the Holy of Holies, the center of the Holy of Holies is God. The OTHER. The Wholly OTHER. 

Hopefully, we go to the temple so that some of this might rub off on us - that there are other people on the planet besides me. They have a center as well.

That I can be with them and with God on the Sabbath and hopefully that mirrors God’s dream for the week.

So we hopefully discover God here and at the sign of peace, see others. There are no foreigners here. We die. Sacrifice to others.

GOSPEL

Today’s gospel Jesus says there are times we accept others outside ourselves as  light. We accept people as John the Baptist did, but we do this only for a time, this getting out of self-- accepting another’s light other than self.

But then we blow it out. The workshop is over. The homily is finished. It’s Monday and prefer the dark. We miss the great light. Christ is the Light of the world.

CONCLUSION: THE CHALLENGE OF ADVENT

So Advent is that challenge. It's more than a day. It's a period of time. It's a season.  It’s a challenge to die to self and accept Christ. To die to self and accept others. It’s a challenge to stop killing, sucking the life out of others.


Advent is a challenge to not be a spider but to be a Christ. 

Friday, December 16, 2016

December 16, 2016


OBJECTS

An orange, a pencil, a rectangle
of yellow butter, a plastic bag
in the middle lane of Route 95,
till an 18 wheeler sends it to
oncoming traffic coming the
other way, a darkish orange
melon cut into 22 pieces in a
solid white bowl, a deflated
basketball, one sneaker, and
a white sweat sock - still clean
but soggy wet from a night’s rain….

  

© Andy Costello, Reflections 2016

Thursday, December 15, 2016

 December 15, 2016


 IRISH  SODA  BREAD 

Rough - rugged - Irish Soda Bread -
like the wind swept West Coast of
Ireland - ridges and barren rocks -
the Burren - wrinkled raisins and
caraway seeds - not to worry - cold
butter - and a cup of tea with a friend -
makes smooth the cold of a winter’s day
in mid-December - and while walking
by the family cemetery a sign of the cross
brings soft memories on a winding rocky road.


                                                                   © Andy Costello, Reflections 2016





Wednesday, December 14, 2016

December 14, 2016


CHRISTMAS  TREE  NEEDLES 

God, as Jesus told us, knows everything -
like how many hairs are on our head. Wow.
But Jesus didn’t know what a Christmas
Tree needle was - as one fell from our tree -
above him - into his crib - sliding into some
hay as Jesus  just laid there watching us.

I knew what they were. They last till at least
June or early July in our living room - long
after the tree is tossed - out on our sidewalk.

Now, smarty pants God, I bet you don’t know
how many Christmas Tree needles there are
around our world. You might know how many hairs
are on Chinese heads, but Christmas Tree needles
lingering under rugs and radiators, no way, there has
to be an unnoticed one on the corner of my sidewalk.


© Andy Costello, Reflections 2016

Tuesday, December 13, 2016

December 13, 2016



HOW DOES THAT WORK?

An illusion….
A motor under a hood….
A movie that triggers tears….
A cheetah going 55 miles per hour….
A universe kept going by a non-ego God….
A God becoming us as a baby….
A human having life after death….


© Andy Costello, Reflections 2016




CHANGING  MY  MIND

 INTRODUCTION

The title of my homily for this 3rd Tuesday in Advent is, “Changing My Mind.”

It’s a great gift be able to change our mind.

It might get others angry.  Or it might make others happy - especially when we benefit from another’s change of mind or heart. It intrigues us. It gets us to wonder.

TODAY’S GOSPEL

In today’s gospel - Matthew 21: 28-32 - we have two sons. One says to his father, when asked to go out and work in his vineyard, “I will not!” But Jesus says that this son changes his mind and goes out and starts working.

The other says to his dad, “Yes, sir!” but he doesn’t go out and work in the vineyard.

I’ve wondered at times - what got Jesus to say this. What did he notice? What’s the backstory?

Did it come out of watching the public yes men - the chief priests and the elders - that  they didn’t seem to be down deep in their hearts doing what God wants? Then those who say, “No” to God - the tax collectors and prostitutes - the so called “bad people” - the people labeled “sinners” changed their minds and then go and do God’s will.

That’s seems to have been Jesus experience.

Take Matthew - a tax collector - who rips people off - let’s go of his gains - throws a party for Jesus and then follows Jesus.

So that’s one possible experience of Jesus Christ.

YOU GOTTA LAUGH - YOU GOTTA BE FLEXIBLE

When it comes to this experience of people changing their minds, there are all kinds of humor in many life situations.

I’m not married - but I’ve seen scenes of TV - as well as the movies - where a wife asks a husband, “Does this dress look good?” He says, “Beautiful.” Then she comes out with another outfit on. “How does this one look?” Once more he says, “Beautiful!”  Once more she comes out with something else. “Beautiful.”  Then we see them going out for a Christmas party and she has some other outfit on. 

People change. People change their outfits and change their minds.

This gets us to laugh, wonder, scratch our heads, as well as talk to each other or about each other.

This can give us pause for patience.

I’ve remember hearing 2 priests arguing about something.

The next morning I hear one of them in the same argument with someone else, but this time they are on the side of the person they were arguing with the night before.

You have to laugh.

And isn’t prayer often asking God to change his mind?

In the meanwhile we get frustrated - especially when someone can’t see what we see - and won’t change their minds.

CONCLUSION

The title of my homily is, “Changing My Mind.”


You gotta laugh